Jinn's Life

As long as you are Happy

2011-12-30T23:17:00.000-08:00

I keep on thinking...whether should i write this...

i thought the previous blog is the last blog i've ever written..

I thought i can really handle everything by myself..

I thought i can stop spitting out everything here and put it inside my heart.

i thought..........

............................................

my heart's quota is full...

is full with all kinds of feelings..

Till this very moment, everywhere i go, memories owez strikes me harshly in my heart..

However, i trained myself not to let it bleed out to the outer appearance.

I'm strong!...

I wont let you know all this while how i tell myself...

How i "chui mian" myself..what i did at first, is my right choice for you and her..

Now i think back, 2 months ago..is the right choice i never answer all those calls you called..

and you stop calling or even greet me " merry christmas" until now..

well..maybe i should be proud of you, you choose the right way..

i should be proud of you, somehow..you also helped me in changing to another person..

I'm happy actually...

I...............

Today is the last day of 2011...I remember the same day last year...I cried so badly until i bring it forward to the next year which is this year..

Do you remember wat you told me? do you?

well...i bet you forgot..i remember so clearly without even trying to think..

cz wat ever you told me i put in heart..n i dun know wat on earth i did that for...

This 2 months of loosing contact wif each other, actually i felt double emotions..

FIrst..of cz..i felt relieved..i felt I'm doing something good for you..I want you to be happy..I don't want you to be upset b'cz of me..so i did tat choice not to pick up your phone..

I see it rings so many times..i want to pick up..but i urge myself..not to..b'cz it might spoil my plan..well at least i did a good job in it..

SECONDLY..

i felt so depressed...i felt so sad..

all this years..we know each other...we never once loose contact wif each other..

and now...i stop it..i cut it off..jz b'cz i love u so damn much..

BUT

the happiness i want from you covers all those hurts and depressed that i'm facing..

so all i need to do is just telling myself all this is just to see u smile and b happy wif the person u are wif now..

Is good that we never contact..at least you can earn back your trust in her again

and secondly, i can really focus on my studies..

seriously..

i know most of the times, memories owez pop up wherever i go..

at least..now..i smile while think back our memories..

i know you understand me more than i really do...

you must be thinking.."am i that strong? am i sure?"

well....

i can tell you the truth..

NO...not really...i struggle so much...i trained myself to convert tears into smile once memories of us strikes me..

BUT...it's only the beginning...is just the start..i have so many times to trained myself..

is oni 2 months...i can oredy see a bit of changes .

wat if few more months we never contact, even years...or even in future..

i believe..i can make it..i can smile and laugh without acting..

is so sad to let a person that understand each other to become like strangers...i felt so sad. If there is a choice...i will not loose even if it only left friendship..

but i know, if all this still continuee..i will be as bad as a satan..

if in years to come...you saw me anywhere in streets...just say hi to me..i wont run away or act like i don't know you...

cz...i know you..from the bottom of my heart..

Well..i know there is no other ways you and her can read my blog,

so...yea..you wont see this anyway...

so..

yea..

HAPPY BLESSED NEW YEAR to u

and May your happiness be forever wif the person u love..

in advance..
Happy Chinese New Year, Happy Valentines,

and

HAPPY birthday to u...

i miss you..

Last blogging~

2011-10-29T03:19:00.001-07:00

I love to blog..

because i don't know where to express everything in my heart.

However, what you write in the blog can lead to a misunderstanding because it only needed a pair of eye to read.

So~

This gonna be the last blog for now.

So I'll just end this blog with what i gone through the whole day.

I can't sleep the whole night last nite~ thinking a lot of things..

Woke up very early cz i have a performance in ums.

Tried my very best to fit in the flow throughout the performance, Thank God everything went ok~..

After everything ended, went to fetch my mom..

My mom keep asking "why are you so quiet?"

and stupid me answer " Cz I'm hungry, no tenaga to talk" =.=

I went to cut my hair again~..

I jut don't know how to explain, each time i'm too happy....I will go and cut my hair..

however it helps a lot in releasing a lot of my stressness and burdenss.

This blog gonna be the last..

I dun knw where to release everything.. maybe have to 看海 more often now..

But it helps a lot in reducing misunderstanding..

Well~...

everything back to the heart..i hope it has more capacity to fit in all those frustration.

This blog was first created on the 10th August 2011..and end on the 29October 2011..

I read back all this 180 post..this what i gone through from the year 2009 till now 2011.

i knw my changes..

Okay~..not gonna write much..

Have a good day..

God bless everyone~

Why?

2011-10-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

Second year of studying

everything is getting tougher each day~...

Stress and emotions strike every single day..

However, i tried my very best to become a better person, be a better person than the previous me.

Coming to 2 years dy,

During this period of time, i have change a lot...

you are the 1 that really cause me to change.

Because of you, i want to be stronger so tat i would not fall back to the same trap again..

Because of you, i tried so hard to slim down, build back the confidence that i once lost

Because of you, I train myself so hard in not to fall a single tears when hurts strike~..

Because of you...

Why?

Until this very moment..i still asking why?

It has been almost 2 years..i ask myself over and over again...WHY?

Why we still keep in touch..

Why we can't just put a fullstop..

Why you want my pics for..

Why do you call once awhile..

Why do i still layan you...

Why i just can't accept other guy..

Why do you still wanna meet up

Why?? Why?? Why??

all i want to knw is WHY?

DONT YOU DARE FALL a single drop of tears!

2011-10-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

i don't want to cry!

i promise myself not to CRY!!

WHY!!

why??...

DONT you DARE fall a single drop of tears~..

I DON't want to CRY for the rest of my life!.....

pleaseeee~...

do u want me to beg in front of u??

I want my Happy JINN back..

where there is no fake smile~

TIme..

I believe u can heal me..

But please....

i need you to be faster~...

finish my studies, then i can leave KK for practical..

there...u can slowly heal me...

Get BACK up AGAIN

2011-09-13T01:14:00.001-07:00

For those that seen me or know me should have known i have a bone dislocate from dancing last Sunday. yea~…it was not a severe injury where you need to do operation or wearing a cast instead of bandage which i’m using now. These is all because God had did a MIRACLE in my leg.

As what i recall during the dance, there is this movement which need one weight on hands on the right and left respectively, then suddenly when the weight was all on my left leg, i guess it was either bone or ligament just snap, i mean just when out where it suppose to be, then i loose balance and immediately landed on the floor with my hands holding my leg ( with either bone or ligament facing outward ) so hardly because the pain was so super duper till i can’t even shade a single tears. All i hope is i wont get step by the other dancers dew the songs as not ended yet.

But thank God after everything ended, Rachel which is the dance choreographer approach and ask whats the matter, then continue by my lovely dad. I was too focus on the pain till i can’t tell what happen but just to tell them and point to my knee. Both my dad and Rachel saw the “thing” pop out.. Straight away, my dad and one of my friend Roy carried me up to a chair.. As the minute both of them carried me up, i can feel that “thing” just went back in..it just pop back in where it suppose to be, without any major screams where u normally seen in TV dramas. The minute the “thing” when back in, I know it was God that put it back in without me noticing the pain. I knew it was God who did miracles in my leg. If it was not God that fix my problem, that “thing” might be still sticking out and has to force back in by the bone specialist..that time i should be screaming like nobody business!…but seriously THANK GOD!!..

I’m so bless with my lovely family and relatives that concern and take care of me. Not loosing out the CNN of the family mr ALAN CHONG who advertise the latest update to my friends and relatives in FB, up to date pics. Friends called up and sms me and those who wrote comments and prayer in my wall…i was so touch and happy to have such great friends.. you guys are a blessings to me. Thank God through out everything, YOu have shown your blessing to me..YOU have did a great MIRACLE in me..YOU are a GREAT GOD!!..

Determine to get THIN

2011-09-02T21:03:00.000-07:00

DETERMINATION is a long big word..

same goes to the meaning of this word.

When you wanna slim down or just cut down calories inside your body,

is owez easy to say..

maybe the first 2 to 3 days u are keen and will do anything just to keep your diet..

but when..DETERMINATION fail!..

everything DOOM!

Same goes to me..

but thank GOD..

i never stop achieving one of my goal, which is to get thin..

but still...the word DETERMINATION again..is getting further now..

due to the busy period and going home late after work..

make me tired and off to bed to get a rest instead of doing my regular exercises..OH GOSH!..no good at all..

Well...from next week onwards..

NO CARBO!!

Breakfast - NO CARBO

Lunch - NO CARBO

Dinner - NO CARBO

Eat more VEGETABLES and FRUITS!..

Cut down sweet stuffs... ( bye YOYO )..well..maybe once in a while...oopsss..

Bye KOPI PING in FOOK YUEN..well..kurang manis la....hahaha..

n DRINK MORE WATER!!

and last n the most important thing...

EXERCISE!!..

no time for exercise is a bullshit..is just the same thing as giving excuses in no time to practice instrument..

Will try out for 3 months..

and see what results..

can show other ppl we don't need expensive treatment and pills to SLIM DOWN!

ANGRY BIRD cakeee??

2011-08-15T23:58:00.000-07:00

An Angry bird cake??

how cute...

seriously need hearts and efforts to finish this whole bunch of angryyy birds...haha

Angry bird...

what next??

pig pig 猪cake?????...

i love to see it..haha..

You started calling again~..

2011-08-15T03:35:00.000-07:00

I dun know in what reason..

you start calling again..

start asking where am i

start asking what am i doing

start asking how am i the whole day..

yes..u never once stop asking "what you doing?"

Well..

i had promise myself ..

a promise that can help me not fall back into hurts again..

a promise that will make me stronger in life..

the 2nd piercing is to remind myself..

each time i look into the mirror...

the 2nd piercing reminded me so strongly..

Each time u call..

I remind myself again not to think too much..

I remind myself it was only just a frenly call..

yes...and these are the thoughts that are owez stay in my heart..

and it will never change..

forever..

B'cz of the past..

I protect myself from hurt

I protect myself from being used..

I protect myself in sweet talks and "promise" that never once made..

Tat's y i am more careful in life

Tat is one of the reason why i dun wanna meet u..

Give me more time..

I will meet u again..

tat time..no other feelings juz oni Friend..

there will be tat day..

but..

thanks again for caring..

appreciate it a lot..

Baby Carmen~....

2011-08-08T06:50:00.001-07:00

Baby Carmen~..

She is just so adorable..

each time i see her.. her smile just melted everyones heart..

but..1 thing

she choose ppl..

oni want liang zai ko ko to carry...hahaha...

but she just soooo cute~...

之前和之后的“笑”

2011-08-02T07:07:00.000-07:00

I love to smile...

Since baby...sleep oso smile...

I knw i love to smile...

Smile can make ppl happy...

Smile is suppose to be from the heart...

I know...i love to smileee

BUT..

When a person had reach to a certain age,

where they experience hurt,

where they really know what love means,

where they know how heart pain it is to be hurt by a person u love the most..

S.M.I.L.E

can be fake..

no more from the heart..

only a show..

it had become another tool to hide the hurt u have..

我爱笑

baby的时候，睡觉都会笑

我知道我是爱笑。

笑能够让周围的人感觉温馨和开心。

笑是因该从心底的

我知道....我是爱笑的...

但是

当一个人长大了。

当一个人经历过伤痛的时候，

当一个人明白什么事爱的时候，

当一个人被一个她很爱的人伤的时候，

笑

已变成的很假，

已不时发自内心的笑容，

“它”变成了一种掩饰，

“它”变成了一种用具掩盖心里面的痛

BUT!!

I belive..

once u learn your lesson..

you are even more wiser~!!..

u stand back on the ground..

force yourself to be stronger~..

I believe!!

there will be this one day..maybe not now..

smile can be from the heart again..

但是！！

我相信

以当你从失败中学习

你会比之前聪明了许多。。

你会再爬起来。。

逼自己坚强起来

我相信！！

总会有这一天，也许不是现在

“笑”可以再次从心底的。

2nd piercing means..

2011-07-28T02:13:00.000-07:00

This 2nd piercing is to remind myself not to fall back into your arms..

Dun knw whether the ear ring i gave it to u, u still keep a not.....

but if u wanna throw..up to u...

" Cam Whorrinnggg " with my short hair..

2011-07-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

Never tried taking pics like this for quite some time dy...

After cutting short my hair...i think this is the first "cam-whorringgg"...

=.="

Well~...

That's all for today~..

Came back~!!

2011-07-25T22:51:00.000-07:00

Just came back from my trip to KL, Malacca and Penang for almost a week..

However.. am kinda lazy to update my blog...

Well...will uploads some pic on and off bout the trip~...

All i know is...

I'm fresh back from my trip..

back to the straight path...

I'm really trying very hard to keep u out my mind.. and is working day by day..

so plz dun ask me out, cz i dun wanna see u

and u shud know the reason..

I will reply u...

but plz dun ask stupid question..u not a kid nymore..

~..i'll appreciate it lotzz~

Thank u~...

WOW~...talk like i'm grown up ba...keke...

Well...I AM..

and I'm strong enough not to fall back into your arms...

and u make me strong..so be proud of me instead~

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts..

Listen to this song..and those are words tat i want u to know..

Dun tell me.."we dun know what will happen in future"

that is just another bullshit..

sry to be hush~..but tats the truth..

isn't it true??

Well...we are still frens..no doubt...

keep it..precious as a frenship..

Packing to KL wif KFC gang~!!..

2011-07-11T08:40:00.000-07:00

Finally...

First time in my whole entire life, going holiday out of Sabah alone with friends,

Not with parentssss...

OH GOSH~!!..

I can't believe it..~!! YEAH~!!..

Well... First of all..

THANKS papa n mama for allowing..

Have to learn how to spend wisely...

Canot simply simply waste money dy...hehe..

I will take this 1 week to tune back my life..

I felt tat, is so hard to just put down a feeling..

I need more stronger strength,,

More laughter

Lesser tears..No..shud say

NO TEARS anymore..

Well...

This is LIFE~..

sometimes u got to experiece a lil bit of bitter and sour in life~

There is no such thing of sweetness throughout a life journey~..

No matter what..

Thanks for asking and caring again..

SHORT AGAIN~

2011-07-10T07:52:00.000-07:00

Cut short again.... Cut off all those unhappiness again..but just now u just added few more sadness. you knw? you noticed? i bet u dun knw a thing..well...true oso...what am i thinking~?

I really dun knw why?

What issit so much to check on me?

You know tat each time you sms, you add another hurt on me..

You never notice all this...

I dun understand~...

I thought u know how i feel, I tot u know how to let me go....

Let me go meanss....completely CUT OFF from me ..

I thought tat is what you want~!!..

so what you really want now?

I think of YOU

2011-07-05T06:45:00.000-07:00

This view is taken in front of Wisma..

Nice view...

Each time i look at the calm sea..

No doubt, i think of u..

But is another way how i remind myself to be strong.

海

YOu did a great job again...

THUMBS UP for u..

First Day of July

2011-06-30T21:45:00.001-07:00

Today is the first day of July.

Time really flies by so quickly.

I can't imagine that it has been half a year dy..

What have i done in the fist half of the year?

waiting~.. I've been waiting for more than a year.

I'm so glad that i have made a stop in this.

Is not i give up, Is just that giving both side leaving a better life.

2nd half of the year i hope everything goes smoothly,

From the day we stop texting each other, i knew that i have made the right choice.

Seeing you now living your life without guilt,

seeing you now living your life without me as one of your burden,

Well...

I'm learning and never easy to put down.

This is part of life,

you have teach me how 2 be more stronger in my life.

Sometimes i ask God, why you treat me like this? why you can live life so happily and leaving me facing all those pain and hurts alone.

Now i understand...

All this while, All these years...

I really know what is LOVE.

Love doesn't mean must be together

like there's a chinese terms..

“爱不一定是占有"

而是

"爱是为彼此祝福”

Love doesn't mean owning someone, but is to give blessing to the person you love.

Well...

As long your face is showing the happy look

My face will also happy for you.

As for me..

NO worries..

I can handle myself~..

All the BEst to u~..

Love~.

2011-06-26T09:27:00.000-07:00

When you love somebody so much,

you will want him or her to be happy,

you will want him or her to be the most joyful and happy person in the world,

no matter whether you have him or her to be in your life, because he or she oredy did appear in your life.

Though sometimes you think is a waste just to end like this,

but when you think he or she is happy with what it is now,

it makes you wanna happy for him or her....

Well..

Is never easy to say " I will forget you"

Cz you wont and impossible to forget the person u love.

It has been just a few weeks, but it seems like yearss...

It might be a good thing for both party.

How are you lately?

Happy? i bet u are~...

Well...good for you..

Keep up the happiness then....

祝你生日快乐

2011-06-20T18:58:00.000-07:00

Today is your birthday~!!

Wish you a Wonderful and memorable BIRTHDAY~!!

Happy everyday~!!

Your gift..

I keep it in my shelves

That is for you, so i wont give it away.

That gift kinda has meaning.

everything inside that glass bowl, is "baobei"

What u gave me, everything will b inside.

Well..

That is just a gift.

For NOW~!!

YOU

Forget the pass and live and per sue your goal

you have a goal i know..

SO go for it~!!..

With what you have now, with what work you are working now

WORK hard to achieve what you wanted~

All the best in life..

and take good care of your health..

AND AND AND

Yen yee's baby just gave birth to a baby girl at 4pm just now.

same date with your b'day~!!

happy for her~

Happy BIRTHDAY~

生日快乐~！！

to you

and

WELCOME

a new born baby~

Happy?

2011-06-17T08:00:00.000-07:00

Thanks for standing in my shoe

I know you do it b'cz u dun wan me to cry.

This is also good for you, one day u will know it

Well~..

Good that you are happy now, so am I

4 days more to your birthday~

Not long from now..

I believe u will have a memorable one~..

Happy Birthday~

over~

2011-06-14T20:35:00.000-07:00

Today is the 5th day

This is the longest

I really can't believe this is happening.

I thought everything is what i wanted.

"爱情将两个人由陌生变成熟悉，

又由熟悉变成陌生。"

I read this in an article~..

I think this is what happen now.

Well..

I think you might like it this way

If you like it this way, Then let it be this way.

As long you are happy with what you are now. Live it tat way.

This is my test again.

Is a tough test.

Really tough one~

Dear Family

I know you love me. I love you all too

BUT

I really don't wanna say it anymore.

Everything is over~

Really 彻彻底底 over~..

Dear Friends

Those harsh words, those advices

I understand. I know you guys also love me..

Sorry for not listening.

S.H.E - 不作你的朋友

2011-06-14T06:22:00.000-07:00

慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情必须忘记  爱的盆地 深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤  我也不想 被你肯定 在这个时候说我 让你感动过
别握住我的手 说我一定会懂 作不成的爱人 变成最好朋友  别牵著我的手 想著别人脸孔 换个方式牵手 并不会更好过  可不可以 不作你朋友 
慢慢心痛 没有人发现我和从前不同  你的眼中 看得见另一个人给的感动  我也不要你心疼我 在这个时候对我 比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气 还下雨 别这样下去 我难过 但是说不出口 
Rap:一直逃避 我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记    我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三    慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头    怎麼走都走不到尽头 
可不可以 别回头 可不可以 就放手 可不可以 不作你的朋友

Will be fine~

2011-06-10T02:51:00.000-07:00

Today you sent the longest message ever.

I think this is the last message u sent. I'm really thankful that u din reply me. If not i scared i might reply u back. Then everything will "毁灭".

I hope after today, after this very second.

you can be a good person. Love and cherish the one that love you.

I'm sorry to write those message.

Is not true~

I never meant that.

This moment.

I'm glad that you stand at my shoe and think.

If i can treat u as " FRIEND" so easily, that means i never love u before.

Give me time. at the moment is difficult and is impossible.

When the day i can call u friend.

Thats the day i put everything down.

Now..is hard..

11 more days to yr b'day..

i dun think what we planned can still go on...

Well~..

wish you Happy Birthday then~...

and be happy each day..

I hope today is the day of tears.

Last day of sadness..

After today~..Everything will be as fine

After today~.. Everyday will be as happy..

Human~

2011-06-03T03:03:00.000-07:00

Sometimes~

I was wondering~..

If 1 day you open my heart and see all those bruises and scares that never once healed~..

what will you feel?

We are human~..

We have feelings..

We are human~

We do have limits

We are human~

Our heart is not made of steel

B'cz we are human..sometimes acting might fail

B'cz we are human.. Is okay tat we fail to be stronger, But remember to be more stronger the next second~

B'cz we are human

Is okay if u cry, But remember to wipe off those tears as fast as possible and smile again.

B'cz we are human

Is normal to get hurt~

How hurt you get from the opposite side, how hurt tat person made u..

Remember to spread medicine on those scars and let your heart beat again..

B'cz we are human~..

WE have brain to think~

As long tat person u love is happy with his life,

How suffer you act or how those tears flow like a river.

With one of his smile~..

everything is worthful~

Forgive and Forget~..

Forgive the one tat hurt you~..

B'cz God forgive everyone of us, even though we sometimes never even care a bout it.

Tomorrow will b another wonderful day~..

Ciao~

Kat & Leigh's Wedding + Muaa BIRTHDAY!!

2011-05-28T00:28:00.000-07:00

Just came back from KL~..

Had spend some times with my family and also relatives in Penang n KL~..

This time went back to Penang was to attend my cousin's wedding.

Well~..TaadDAhH~...

our newly member in

LEE's family~.

Before the day i went down to KL, i had a food poison~..OH great~!!..

I vomited till nothing i can vomit dy~..

Thanks for my uncles and aunties that was so concern tat nite..

My dad n mom n not forgeting my sis.. also balik balik go to the washroom n ask whether am i okay?

And also someone that still care although we oni can contact thru sms tat time.

Thankss for those concerns~..

This year's birthday falls on the day i'm in KL~

so nothing much happen. Same as all tho

se years~..

Birthday is the only day where u get meaningfu

l spamss on your FB wall~..

I am happy tat some friends call me up during my b

'day~.. Jia vei & Nelsquare~!!..

n also to somebody (u know who u are)~..thanks again for remembering my b'day~

You still owe me so many presents~!!...

all collecting dust in your house~..

LOL~..=.="

well~..is okay~I'm already "man yi" n oso happy

...THANKS~

o yea~...not forgeting presentsss~....

Thankss to kwan yi, yen yee n wai ling for their presents..i used it a lot during my trip to KL..

That is wat i wanted to buy in KL, but no need dy..hehe...

Kun yee~...love your gift too~...will shift new wallet soon~..keke...thanks dear~..

N the othersss~

Vic, chee yung, Tian lung, nev, fred

, ( GUYS alwayss )

...u guys belanja me food during the upperstar dinner~..(celebrated earlier b4 going to KL)

n a sudden b'day cake.

I so pai seh tat time. I tot tat cake was to the other ppl's table, manatahu it came closer to me~!!..LOL~...i clap so loud lagi tu~...( i tot it was other ppl's cake)..

Well~...thankss guyss~..

* p/s Mr CTY~ aka my k-go~..u still owe so many p

resentss a...u dun forget..keke..

What i need now is to just put my focus on my studies n just do my best in everything i can.

As for the old JINN...BYE BYE~...never to come back again...

AND

say HELLO to the new JINN~..

As now, my fren is trying to build a band. and i'm one of the member~..hehe..HAPPY~..

i will just put my mind in it~..

compose songs!..yeah~!!

watever izzit~...

YOU~..thanks you very much for everything~..i'm happy now~!!..

STRONGER!

2011-05-14T02:17:00.001-07:00

Writing this in d middle of waiting for our flight to Penang.

Flight delay from 5.10pm to 6.20pm...haizzzz....BIASALAA~...

With the sudden delay of flight, make me have so many free times.. Well... i've tried so hard not to think, not to expect anything from u...Where i go, there sure have our memories, no matter how small detail tat memory can be..but there always your face popping out in my mind. Sometimes, i felt so unfair, i felt so being used. But in the same time, i felt tat she is oso hurt. Tat makes me even down. Y? do u ever think before saying words that is always being so important in life. The words that u say really affects a person.

I know u too long, understand u too long.....

Memoriesss and past never can i forget in life..

All i can do is to be MORE STRONGER each day~..

not to be the JINN tat is so naive believing s easily.

God...

u know my weakness, YOU know how i feel everyday. YOU know how i learn to be STRONGER each day just to improve myself in future~.. GOD~.. YOU know my struggles, YOU know how i try my best to live better in life without his sms'sss...

GOD.. no matter what i have done in past.. YOU still love me...

GOD...give me strength o cope all those struggles n

GUIDE our trip to PENANG n KL..

bless our family having great time together....THANK U LORD..

NOW~...remind myself again...

BE MORE STRONGER each day~!!

海

2011-05-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

海

you always lighten me up.

No matter how stress up or unhappy a person can be, "you" owez did a great job in lighten up their mood.

Today, u did me a great job!.....THUMBS UP for U..

you gave me inspiration what are the lyrics that i can use in my song.

here goes:

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

secret......not good in chinese wordings...sooo...stay tune la...

Today...

I"M HAPPY!!

3rd DAY of short hair

2011-05-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

Today is my 3rd day enjoying my new hair. (ooopsss...)

For me how i get loose with all those sadness n emonesss in the past, CUT YOUR HAIR!!..

Change a new look, change everything that u can to improve in future~.. i'm learning so hard to change myself to become more "JIAN QIANG".

No more sad post in FB, no more emo post in FB!

aLL GONE!!...

b'cz of u, i learn to wake up!

b'cz of u, i learn to balance myself for not falling down again.

b'cz of u, i have learn to be STRONG!..."JIAN QIANG"

so....u help a lot...

and one more thing~!!

B'cz of u, I CUT SHORTTT my hairrrrrr...hehe...

wanted to cut it since last time, but no guts!...

I have full of GUTS liao~...uisheh!!

so...go happy with your life!..appreciate the people around u...

Love n cherise~..

for certain reason, maybe friend oso we can't be..but i will owez remember u in life..

all the best in future. CIAO~..

NEW JINN!

2011-05-09T08:30:00.000-07:00

Last year when i know the truth, i start to emoooo quite often, especially the first week.

BUT...a year after, which is 2 days back...

I learn another way to LOVE a person, during this 1 year, i know that he still never really change, especially with me. Well, due to some matter, I learn to love him another way.

Not to increase his burden, not to increase his "fan nao", i choose to carry all those alone. But i know how 2 handle with those burdens now.

Thats the reason y today i made a really HARSH ch

oice~....i CUT MY HAIR SHORTT!!

after cutting all those hairsssss, the sadnessss, the burdenssss, stresssnessss all fall of one by one~..they just slip of my head, i feel that i'm loosseee with all thoseee emonessss..

However, is never easy to just forget those mo

ments together.

Just remember the happy moments together, then you will be just fine. That is how i releassee all those burdensss..

Love doesn't mean that u must be with that person, NO!..

LOVE a person is not adding burdens t

o him, not addi

ng hurts n "fan nao" on him..NO!

THe most important, he happy....then wat u do is worthful~..then i'm happy as well.....

However, from now on, I will serious focus on my studiess, my JAZZ..n IMPROVISATION!..

n nowwww~....pics NEW J

INN

xie xie ni dai gei wo kuai le he bei shang......

wo hui hao hao guo wo de sheng huo~ ni ye bu yong wei wo er fan nao le....

jia you ba~..

那个女孩~

2011-05-02T18:30:00.000-07:00

有一天，有个女孩坐在沙滩上看着海。看着看着，突然想起四天前所发生过的事。她感觉她这一生来担子最大的时候。

那天，女孩因为考试压力，摆着一个很累的脸给他看。他也明白，带女孩去沙滩走走放轻松。女孩在车睡了一下，没想到一醒来，车就弯进海滩去。女孩好奇的问：“为什么转进这里？”那男的却答：“带你放轻松啦！不好啊，回家咯~”

结果他们就在沙滩上走走，那男的有好几下想抱那女孩但女孩怕自己太重拒绝了。但那男的却说：“让我抱抱看，你有没有重了？” 哈哈。。结果那女的还是没给他抱。

走完了，就去玩很大很大的象棋。那男的不会玩，女孩也教他怎么玩结果他也放弃了。

他们逗留在那边大约有1个小时就回家了。回到家女的就爬上床睡了，还叫男的叫她起床继续读书。

过了不久，女的也醒了继续读书。那男的陪了几下就睡了，真是睡猪一个。

女孩读下书觉得闷，突然看见了他的电话。就拿起他的电话看看里面的东西

那女的看到有很多他和她女朋友的合照。心里是哀痛的却当着设么都没看到。过后他就到信息箱去。既然被他看到他写了：

“老婆，我从去年都不爱她了，我放弃她了，我现在爱的是你，我都把心给了你，不要离开我好吗”

当时这女孩的脑里一切是空白的，眼泪就像刚开喉咙水那样一次流个不停。她跑出房外哭了。但那个男的什么都没发觉到。

那个女孩突然就回到房间，看着床上睡着的男孩自己却哭得不停。她收拾桌上的书，拿起包包走写了一封信，走向他额头吻了一下就走出房间。

头脑什么都想不到，只记得那些读过的信息。那女孩一边走着一边哭着，突然一群野狗对着她吠。那女孩很怕狗，被狗追过也被咬过。当时的她很想倒回头回到那男孩的家但还是坚持不要。那女孩感觉好像走头无路了，因为走到哪里就一定有很多只狗。过了没多久，那女孩想起了一位朋友叫家玮。她misscall了他，但他没接。那时的她简直是失去方向，很怕，又心痛，脑力却想起那些心痛的信息。真是活该！！。。

过了不久，那女孩的朋友复她电话了。她朋友吓倒却在电话里骂了那女孩。真是活该，电话也快没钱了。跨电话前，他叫朋友来载，还叫那女孩不要乱走。（当时那电话里的朋友不在当地）

那女孩的电话也没钱了。当时的她很绝望，很心痛。想着刚刚那女孩和那个男孩都还很开心的在沙滩散步走走。

还记得从去年跟她说过的每一句话。

虽然知道不能像以前那样的相处却傻傻的爱着那男孩。

那女孩好几次想要放弃，好想要放开，就好好的让他们在一起，但那个男的不放开那女的，说了好多好多让女孩再次重新的力量等待和陪伴他。就知道是痛，但那女孩还是承受着那些痛。因为只要有爱，他们又多亲密的和照或有多甜蜜的信息她都可以承受。

但是那女孩始终不明白为什么他要这样写。那女孩明明知道那男孩不是坏人却找不到设么原因他要这样写。

当时的女孩坐在那男孩的家外面，因为那里是最没狗的地方。女孩已经离开了那男孩的房间有一段时间了，但那男孩什么都没察觉到。

女孩的视线没有一次离开过他房间，希望等他醒了以后会直接跑出来找她。但希望越大，失望越高。那男孩还在睡觉。

结果车来了，女孩也上了车，但视线还是在那男孩的房间。还是没发觉到她真的走了出来。

女孩心痛的离开了那里。

这是第二次，那女孩什么都没说就走掉了。

过了不久，那男的终于醒了。发现女孩不见了，打了好几百通电话给那女孩。那女孩心痛的不敢接电话，很怕在听到那男孩的声音。结果就传发了一封信息说不用担心，她很安全。

但那个男的不停的打电话，女的也不停的哭。

那男孩孩还去她家等她回家。

这时，那女孩很矛盾。他心里到底是爱谁？

不懂！头也很乱。。。。他也传发了好几封信息来。

那女的在心里想，她到底是被玩吗？

Anyone knows the ending?? fit it some endings u guys think is a good ending?

HELP

2011-04-21T10:20:00.000-07:00

Is 1am in the morning, and i still havent open my books to study..

No mood, everything just dun stick in the brain..

wat is this~!!...

i need SOS

HELP!!

WHY!!

2011-04-20T07:17:00.000-07:00

Now is 4am in the morning, just finish revising for theory later at 8am.

The minute i rest for awhile, thoughtttssss and emonesssssss come crouching at me again~!!..

....i just want to concentrate on my studies... why??

tearsss n stresssnesss, problemmmsss that canot been solve just come one by one..

As if they know the right time to hunt u....

WHY!!!...

a lost blog...

2011-04-16T03:27:00.000-07:00

Exams is just round the corner, NO!..is just next week!!

For so many months of studies and lessons being thought, frankly tell you, i revise but not every subject, i practice but not every time..is not proud to say tat but is true..

Today writing this post, i dun know what is my main point anyway. Like what i said previously. I lost my direction. Well, i just writ what that is in my heart, but not all...

My emoness never once left me since tat day, i've tried to kick off this emoness but it never once success. Because i know tat is not easy when both party has already given everything to make both party happy even this very moment. For some people might think that i'm not matured to deal my problem, but please i have my right to handle it myself, though for some people, especially my love oness. They might not agree but i just have to run my life my own in future. They love me i know, i sincerely know that they love me. I love them too, but i dun know how to express it. For some reason, i have to kept everything inside me. I don;t want to pour it out is not because that i scared that they will pity me, b'cz i know they wont. Is just tat, sometimes,some matters especially personal problems is really better to just keep it in heart. ( i know again, my love oness will still disagree this)

今年我21岁了。一般人都会想怎么过？，和谁过？

今天，看了一个blog。就决定不想在期待什么。。。久顺其自然就好。

虽然之前都会提醒你一定要帮我度过我21岁的生日，你都会讲一定会。

可是现在，我还是不要期待设么。因为怕失望还比期待恐怖。

可是你说过的每一句话，我都会放在心里。不会期待你会实现但至少你告诉我，我已经满足了

或取只是一封“Happy Birthday" 我都会好好save起来。

因为你还是一样那么重要。

可以说是永远吧。

I lost my direction

2011-02-24T06:51:00.000-08:00

Writing this in the midst of practicing my instrument. Take a break awhile~

This semester is a hectic sem..lots of assignments, homeworks, practicing and lotsssss to do~

With all the assignments compiling together one by one, i found myself don't know which to do first.

Not only assignments, but also my major minor instrument.

i still can't get the tone for jAZZ... practice the piece over and over again, try to get the tone, try to feel the soul in it but still cannot feel anything. Maybe i felt it but i'm not sure~..

Violin is also another prob~ Intonation part is still my weakness~...

without having the correct intonation, i can't play a piece well..huhu..

All kinds of emotions keep on bugging me~..

All this emotions can make me feel so down in just seconds..

I've cried before for no reasons, or maybe "my prob"....

I find myself had lost my direction....

Don't know what to do, don't know how to handle, don't know how to just let my brain focus on things that is useful.

upper BRACES ON!!

2011-02-19T07:17:00.000-08:00

UPPER BRACES ON!!!!!....

hehehhee....

ZE KUAN!!....u see la...wait till i take off those pagar~, i show off to u !!..

hehehe....

JAZZ

2011-01-28T00:17:00.000-08:00

This semester's assignments is about JAZZ..

GOOD!...very good indeed...kekekekeke....

since i'm taking up Jazz piano as my major instrument, is also good that i know the origin of jazz and the meaning of JAZZ~~~...yeah~~~...kekke

I've tried asking friends in facebook what do they thoght of JAzz

and they all gave their very best answers...some say swing, some say groovy some even say ME!

WOW....y me? i'm not tat advance in improvising....so no no no!..canot say ME..keke

Well....this sem is a tough 1....

assignments are pilling up 1 by 1....

and the recent assignment i'm trying to finish is about JAZZ...is not easy..looks easy but it kinda cracked my head a lot more than other stuffs....

Well....this is the latest, try to update more of my life...but can't really pop everything here...

but will probably post the happy side of me..ciao~

相遇太早&相遇太晚

2010-12-02T07:03:00.001-08:00

I saw this in a post in FB..i found it so true n really sort of click to me~.. I'm comfuse...but no matter what...i will appreciate what i got now... plz give me more time...

相遇太早&相遇太晚

你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。也許為了自己的前程，他沒有要你等他。

也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這么一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。

你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？

因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就不能像現在這樣無所顧忌的無話不談，我會更在乎他對自己的看法因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就會要求對方更多，想佔為己有，會吃醋，會吵架……到最後也許會分手…………所以這樣最好…………

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了

常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。

因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的。。。。。。

PS:這種友誼不低於愛情，而是超越愛情~~~~~~~不叫曖昧~~叫知己~~

love?

2010-11-29T23:37:00.000-08:00

Love is not suppose to be only on the physical side~

Love is shud b more on the HEART!!...

tat is what i want to tell u...

NOBODY~

2010-11-26T23:42:00.000-08:00

Maybe I'm just nobody to u la~

Maybe you just dun bother how we gonna last together..

Maybe me is just not as important as your previous...

Yea~... Just tell me a word..n i will know..

I can understand you...

But will u??

SHUCKS~...

If is stress being with me, I'm sorry...

I dun know what am i suppose to do now to make things rite 4 u..but might not for me..

I appreciate time together

ZHEnnnn~

2010-11-18T02:40:00.001-08:00

This post dedicated to my dear fren AVELYN CHUA ..

Hi~...... =.="

okay okay~.... cut the craP!!...orrrrrrrr...craB??????

okay la~... suddenly taught of writing YOU in my blog...*do u mind??? (thinking)

o well~..... appreciate this friendship since d day i know her...(zhen:" yea rite")

but seriously~ i really do appreciate...but taking for granted oso with her TRUST~..sooryyy~....

Hmmmm... dun know how 2 explain this complicated matter.. Zhen, u know i know la~..kekeke

No matter how critic our prob are..as long as we have the heart to bring back this friendship,

WE CAN MAKE IT....see~....now is the PROOF~

Well...no pilih kasih in y write her in my blog...is just tat she having some prob~..

No~...i dun see it is a prob to her anymore.. cz at least she know the TRUTH!..

okay~...here goes....(dun geli a.....)

Dear Zhen~

No matter what difficulties u are facing, just remember that there are many frens out there that aprreciate your care n love...

Friends that are still support u n give u strength when u are down..

Friends that wanted to see u happy all day long~

Friends that wont hurt u~.....( sorrrryyyyy ba Zhen~)...

hmmmm....just focus what u should focus now yea~~..

LOVE YOU SIS~~~~.muakcsss~...and all the PEEPSSS in SPS love u too~

hehehehehheehe....

JIA YOU~

for u.... 让你走

2010-09-19T03:24:00.000-07:00

This song means..

This song means...letting go doesn't mean that u loose infact is another way of love...

Kokol Prayer Summit..

2010-09-15T07:11:00.000-07:00

for u......??????????????????

2010-09-08T00:15:00.000-07:00

sry for the upside down..noob in taking videos...compose this my own..do leave some comments..so to improve more in this song..compose this while thinking back "some" memoriess...

Dress Hunting..

2010-09-07T06:27:00.001-07:00

Went for dress hunting just now to attend my frens wedding next Monday.

In so many i tested, my favorite is this 2 dress...but oni got 2 buy 1..

guesss which 1 i bought..keke.....

..............................................................................................................................................

can guess?? haha...

TUARAN..research 1..

2010-09-05T08:30:00.001-07:00

When to Tuaran last week to do some research bout Tarian-tarian orang Lotud..

quite fun and learn a lot bout their background..

Some part sort of creepy, cz they b'liv alot of things that nowadays ppl dun b'liv.

for example, the tajau wat they call "gusi" ( am i right?...kekke).

very creepy...really...creeeeppyyy~~~....

Sumayau..Tarian Sumayau...

The patern that they dance imitate an eagle..how an eagle fly..

they use the "gereng" in order for them to know when to change a patern

to another patern

A lot of knowledge tat i abosrb in this trip...

hope to research on other etnics..just to know wat are their backgrounds n stuff..

haha..kinda excited..haha

PADINI Hunting....keke

2010-08-21T23:40:00.000-07:00

When for PADINI hunting few days back, not really big sales but try out shirts n shorts...

i found 1 nice t-shirt...love it!!...

but i din get to buy the short, very expensive...but NICE Lorr...huhuhu...

have to save up those money now to hunt again another day, hope tat time got big sales!..ahahha

extra mountain~

2010-08-14T04:23:00.000-07:00

Don't ask me y?

me myself also dun know what happen wif the "mountain" that grow on my hand..kekekke..

I oni notice it during the afternoon.

I only remember i went to UMS beach wif Zhen my fren...n no rasa of kena bitten by something..kekekeke..

hmmmm???...till now..i still dun knw what had bitten me??

Actually it looks more bengkak than what the picture showed..

everyone was was asking whether i was bitten by "penyangat" err..some kind of bee i guess..

but if like this..it should b painful a...is not painful..not till u press it la...

well...Thank God is reducing a lot...

now..still bengkak but not tat obvious dy...phewwww!~~

n thannn....

Same scenery but is during sunset..

2010-08-07T07:24:00.000-07:00

Took this during sunset in UMS, this is really a nice place to relax your mind, your stress..

This is my regular place to go...

cz...我需要这个地方。。

2 pearls in 2 holes?

2010-08-02T06:44:00.001-07:00

did u guys spot the 2 pearlss??

ngam ngam fit in the 2 empty space...kekekeke

Nice scenery i discover..

2010-07-24T00:15:00.000-07:00

Nice scenery i discover during this 3 weeks...

the first and 2nd pic is really a nice place to relax your mind..

Is another school next to mine...just few metres walk..keke...

There will be my regular place to go when i feel uneasy..

is really a nice place to relax..

o yah~...i saw a couple pak toh

there..,kekekekke....

我们的纪念

2010-07-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

《我们的纪念》歌 词  数不尽的泪 我又哭了好几回  幻化成蝶 停留在这片落叶  被风化的雪 埋藏在千年以前  我用尽一生的思念只为等著你出现    回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边  唤不醒原来还跳动的画面    就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线  看见某年某月我们之间 曾经说过的预言  就让他带走你的那瞬间 成为我们的纪念  谁能发现我的世界 曾经有过你的脸

A song that cuts through my heart.....i Love this song and i understand the lyrics..i understand wat the writer this song trying to bring out to us as a listener..

Uni LIFE - 2

2010-07-18T00:06:00.000-07:00

VIOLIN.....????

know nothing bout violin..but this instrument gonna be my minor instrument..

i dun know how am i gonna cope wif massive of prac, cz i reall

y know nothing bout violin..haha

But...i think is good thing for me to get BUSY!..so i can only focus on practise..not other hurtful things...well.....is a good start to get busy!

Well...my major instrument is still Pi

ano, but is JAZZ piano~..

so...got 2 instrument need to b practised..

lecturers starts to give assignments dy...

homeworks....piecess.....wow!...

i can really feel the business thats awai

ting me...

but..no time to go JPJ driving test..i need to get free time for this!...important man!..ekeke..

ba...few latest pics i took this week..

Uni LIFE

2010-07-10T08:15:00.000-07:00

this is the view outside my window..

my desk...the most nice desk i choose among the rest..kekekekke...

i sleep ontop....keke...quite cooling oso la...

BUDAK SIJIL~...oopsss....nolar~....BIDAK SPS dy!..upgrade!

sempat juga ss in my school dance studio~..kekekeke...big mirror ba...where can i resist..

Yup~..I start studying dy, continue my bachelor year now in UMS...

I'm taking JAzz piano as my major instrument..keke..and violin as my minor...

dun knw whether i can cope wif it..

but i want myself to b BUSY!

filll my mind wif STUFF so i wont simply think other thing..

well..~ i can see tat this coarse really gonna b a BLAST of performance and activities..

and of coz assignmentsssss

I just wanna occupied my mind wif ALL THIS!!

okay~....will tell more next time...kekekekke..

nitezzzz~

Braces on!!

2010-07-03T02:11:00.000-07:00

BRACES ON!!!!

aiksss~....can't really see the colour....

is BABY PINK..keke..

Am I prepare?

2010-06-27T02:09:00.000-07:00

One more week to Uni life..

it has been more than a year waiting to continue my degree course..

wait till my heart dun feel any excitement..

what pump up my excitement i think is the old friends that i've never met for a year, dun know how they look now?..

UMS..

this place given me a lot happy and sad memories..

i felt very scared sometimes to think back those memories..

the pathway, those stairs, the roads..

i'm gonna face them everyday, and memories will automatically pop out infront me..

memories..will only be memories..

Well~

I guess is one of the process in life..issit?..not sure..

still have to go on wif life

too many things happen in one go..

i really need God's comfort..

let me focus!....FOCUS wat is important!,,

HAPPY?

2010-06-26T08:49:00.000-07:00

I'm a happy person..

I'M HAPPY!!

FOREVER HAPPY!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!

Fake??

2010-06-24T20:27:00.000-07:00

Is this a fake smile??

orr?? this???

Am trying out my face reaction...

wat will i look with a fake smile...

or maybe with a dissapointed look...

Well..not big difference anyway~..

keke~

你是我的眼

2010-06-24T07:01:00.000-07:00

你是我的眼

如果我能看得见

就能轻易的分辨白天黑夜

就能准确的在人群中

牵住你的手

如果我能看得见

就能驾车带你到处遨游

就能惊喜的从背后

给你一个拥抱

如果我能看得见

生命也许完全不同

可能我想要的我喜欢的我爱的

都不一样

眼前的黑不是黑

你说的白是什么白

人们说的天空蓝

是我记忆中那团白云背后的蓝天

我望向你的脸

却只能看见一片虚无

是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘

忘了掀开

你是我的眼

带我领略四季的变换
你是我的眼
带我穿越拥挤的人潮
你是我的眼
带我阅读浩瀚的书海
因为你是我的眼
让我看见这世界
就在我眼前

祝你.........生日快乐！！

2010-06-21T20:24:00.000-07:00

na~...我做给你的蛋糕~

美吗？

keke.....

Happy 21 BIRTHDAY!!!!

老咯~。。

要好好照顾自己的健康

老时胃痛~

生日快乐

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SELAMAT HARI JADI!!

Happy moments pass so fast

2010-06-18T20:39:00.000-07:00

18th June 2010 - SUTERA HABOUR..

Yesterday was a great day!

I am Happy

or should i say...

" I AM HAPPY"

Heavy downpour nearly crashes everything!

is FLOODED and JAM~

no matter what, we still wont let the rain upset us...

so....

i love yesterday!...and hope yesterday will be tomorrow tomorrow and tomorrow

but i think is quite impossible..

(tak kan la can have birthday everyday)

I've made a gift for the main actor yesterday night

it cracks my head a lot, thinking wat decoration, wat design?

well....with love, patient, mind that almost burst!

i've made a preety nice wan!!..hahhaa..

i love the present myself, love it till dun feel like giving it..!...

well....u have to give wat u like...haha..

no picture...huhuhu...busy playing around!...trying to push him of the shore!!...and....listen to his LAME joke...all of us sort of beh tahan him...hahaha...

well....still happy though!

n lastly!!..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY... !!!!

n hope u like my handmade present.......

and.....

nah~...nothing!

be happy and take care of yourself..

爱与喜欢的差别

2010-06-15T01:19:00.001-07:00

喜歡和愛咫尺千里。

當你喜歡一個人時，你想和他在一起，因為他會帶給你快樂；

離開後，你會想念，想著想著就會笑，然後繼續你平靜的生活，並期待著與他再一次重逢。

當你愛一個人時，你想和他在一起，那是一種牽腸掛肚的捨不得，怕他受委屈，怕他不能好好照顧自己；

離開後，你也會想念，想著想著歎一口氣，'不知他現在過的怎樣？'

然後你繼續你平靜的生活，希望他早日回到你身邊。

你喜歡的人在你眼中是天使，無所不能，他總會滿足你的任性的要求。

你愛的人在你眼中是孩子，傻傻的，你不期望他做出什麼'好事'來，只一味縱容他那些讓人哭笑不得的舉動。

你會希望你喜歡的人陪著你，然而你心中想的可能是你愛的人；

你會希望陪在你愛的人身邊，看他在你面前睡得如此安逸甜美毫不設防的樣子，你會微笑，會覺得好幸福。

你喜歡的人傷害了你，你會生氣，並且一定要讓他哄著騙著逗你笑你才原諒他；

你愛的人傷害了你，你只會獨自傷心，因為你怕對他大吼大叫會嚇著他，你憂傷地微笑著，看著他的眼睛，

一旦發現他的眼裡流露出歉意和悔恨，你會立即心疼地摟他在懷裡，那一刻，你也是幸福的。

你可以同時喜歡很多人，你會希望和很多人在一起，

但也許很多年後你才發現，原來你愛的就只有那麼一個，

就那麼一個，怎麼都不會變，你以為把他忘記了，其實只是忙的沒空想起而已，

對於你喜歡的人，你關注的是他的優點；

對於你愛的人，你關注的是他的缺點，並且，那些缺點如果無關原則的話，它們在你眼裡是可愛的，獨一無二的。

喜歡和愛其實只有一紙之隔，任何愛都從喜歡開始，當有天你突然發現，你喜歡的那個人在你眼中不再完美，

而他的瑕疵正如月中的桂影一般讓你更加依依不捨，你會覺得與他光彩照人的一面相比，

你更願意看他在你面前無助的表情，不知道是不是應該祝賀你，總之，你的感情昇華了

——

仰慕不是愛，甚至不是喜歡，當你對一個人只有仰慕之情時，你們在一起便失去了和諧。

有人說愛一個人很累，的確是，因為你想為他承擔，可是愛與喜歡相比最大的魅力就在於，

當你和愛的人在一起時，你的感覺就像回家了！

我知道你还爱我。。。谢谢你

Straight~

2010-06-13T08:34:00.000-07:00

This gonna last till next year mid....tought of cutting short short...

but....belum lagi sampai hati....

hmmm???..... really must cut short 1 day~...

see how i look...hahhaha

misses moment~..1

2010-06-12T23:35:00.000-07:00

This 2 lil cutieee.....awwww~

misses this 2 kid sooo much......

i think they are about 2 and 4 years old respectively by now...

I still remember when I saw her, she was just borned..so small~...so tiny~..her hands and feet..sooo tiny....

2 years just past by so fast..and both of this cutiee had grown so much...

the lil boy is 4 this year....2 years ago....i still remember he was alsoo sooo small...cant pronounce word properly....dun knw how u doing now? can pronounce word properly dy not?? haha...

There is one day i remember i play his toy piano, he got so excited..take over the piano and press "PLAY"...as u know...last time toy keyboard got all kinds of kiddy songs...

so guess wat....he shake his body and flow wif the beat!!...so CUTE!!...i record it down in my hp...

and all of us can't stop laughing....hahahhaahahha!....he is just adorable...

Wanted to go see themm....but......

nah~.....is okay.......

forever will i remember my moments wif them....FUN!!

suddenly just misses them sooo much....

BE A GOOD GIRL AND GOOD BOY a~...

no manja manja dy....

Extracted 2 Teeth

2010-06-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

Hmmm??

wat is on recently...ignore the emotion part

guess wat..2 of my teeth kena cabut dy~

First...doc injected few times of the med just to make u feel numb..

the first jap was quite pain, 2nd 3rd 4th no ras

a dy....cz dun forget is 2 of my gigi..

than doc went out for quite a while and than come back...n than he uses

THIS

to pull out my teeth...the crack crack sound kinda freaking me out though i dun feel anything..haha

and this wat came out...din manage to snap m

y 2 teeth...huhu..

and thiss.....i know...can't really see the hole...because of the kapas i'm 'chewing"..haha

宝贝- means precious~

2010-06-06T08:16:00.000-07:00

宝贝。。。
很多人很喜欢称呼另一半宝贝。。。
有些人很喜欢称呼朋友叫宝贝。。。
但有几个人真正懂其中的意义？
当他/她叫你［宝贝］时，意味着你就是他/她最爱的人。在这个世界上。只有他/她喜欢这样称你。
　　
你们肯定吵过架，但你总是最后的胜利者。无论他/她有没有道理，他/她总是喜欢让着你。
其实你知道，在这个世界上，让着你的人，心疼你的人不多。也只有他/她，因为他/她也叫你［宝贝］
　　
他/她有些小气，在感情方面有些吝啬。那是因为他/她太爱你了。。太在意你。无论什么时候，
他/她首先想到的不是自己而是你。能够一辈子惦着你的人，只有他。因为你是他/她的［宝贝］。
　　
在外面，在家里，也许他/她受过很多苦，很多烦恼。可他在你面前从不说。他/她想让你变的温暖，温馨，快乐，
充满欢笑。。他/她宁愿把所有的不愉快埋在心里，将所有的苦难，一个人承受。其实，能够一辈子这样做的人，
也只有他/她，因为他/她叫你［宝贝］。
　　
他/她从不虚伪，也不会为你献殷勤。可是，当你冷了，他/她会让你多穿件衣服。当你情绪不好时，
他/她会逗你开心。当你病了，他/她会关心你吃药，心疼你。因为他/她叫你［宝贝］。
　　当你累了，他/她会充当你的枕头或者靠垫。这一切是那样的得体，绝不花哨。
他/她不需要赞赏和表扬，他/她做这一切，只因为你是他/她一生的真爱，其实，能够一辈子关爱你的人，也只有他/她。
因为他/她叫你［宝贝］。
当你们老时，他/她会搀扶着你，一起在小路上散步。他/她会给你讲你们的过去，讲你们的缘分，讲你们的真爱。
没有人在时，他/她会轻轻的吻你的嘴唇。
这世界上，他/她永远会这样称呼你。因为你是他/她的唯一。他/她的真爱。他/她会永远爱你。你是他心中永远的［宝贝］

所以当你称呼她/他宝贝时请先想想这些事你办得到吗？当你叫他/她宝贝时你又没有想过真正可以给你这些承诺的人你要叫他/她什么？

做到的话才叫人宝贝吧!!!

宝贵

2010-06-05T08:15:00.000-07:00

A picture that i took myself and edit myself~...not copy and paste from the internet..NO no..

Precious memory~....

LOVELY STUDENTS~

2010-05-27T00:48:00.000-07:00

May is the last month for me to teach this bunch of kids, definitely is a blessing to teach this kids. They are so cute and of cz naughty la...n i mean the small ones la...

Well....Just misses them and the pictures below are my students...not all..but only got to snap some of it...i have 9 students...well...

enjoy their cuteness..~hahhaha..

Hang out wif Gal and Hung...

2010-05-13T19:05:00.000-07:00

Sorry for the emo lately, well....back to normal dy

This photos were token 3 weeks ago i guess...hmmmm???

(and sorry to blog this late)

When out wif my dear gal and hung hung..never been catching up wif them quite some time, so must grab the opportunity to meet up..so..TA DA!!...there...

hang out the whole afternoon wif 2 diff camera, the canon digital and a dslr...wow!!

haha...so here are the pics we took...

Have a wonderful time hanging out wif them, gonna set the next appointment for photoshooting

again...hehe...gal...when again??

these pics some was taken by me using gal's dslr n she edited some...

and also she take i edit..hahaha..

LOVE IT!!

I"M OKAY~

2010-05-13T03:37:00.000-07:00

Though my heart had full of needless and bruises~
JESUS came in n took the needless out 1 by 1
and spread medicine unto those bruises

Thanks for all the advices
LOVE U GUYS~..

needles+heart=HURT

2010-05-08T08:03:00.000-07:00

U give me memories and u took it back

WHY?

how many more needles u wanna poke it into my heart?

10?

100?

1000?

100000?

很累

2010-05-06T20:39:00.000-07:00

我很累.....我真的很累......

WHAT??

2010-05-05T20:06:00.000-07:00

你笑？？

我是认真的跟你讲

and u wrote..wakakakkaka

???

我真是个大白痴！！

大笨蛋！！

WTH!

对他唯一遗憾是分手的那天

2010-05-04T23:57:00.000-07:00

叮当- 我爱他

他的轻狂留在莫一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整磨城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊
对他唯一遗憾是分手的那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过不会忘
我和他不属于这个地方
最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
增经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪

confuse~

2010-05-03T07:42:00.000-07:00

My heart was confuse

why am i feeling ackward

I'm suppose to be happy for u..

all this stupid feelings keep on bugging me~

wish to THROW out everything here..but...

no~...i wont!...

No matter wat~..

祝福你们

Early Sis Birthday Dinner~..

2010-04-25T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today's praise and worship is really awesome, Michelle u did well!!

Bishop preach a good message, his jokes also really funny

Bishop said i play well, and his compliment really boost up my comfidents..

Thank GOD wif this talent tat u gave me, give me another talent so i can use it to glorify your name!!

Have an early birthday dinner for my sis~, just in case sunddenly she is not available tomorrow..hahahaha...

we went to 1B wagamama..saw Rev Sng, ps Soo jean and oso her sis..

I was not wearing glasess that time, but my sis insist tat i look more better wif my glasses..so yea...wore my spec n contact together..of cz after that took out my spec la..

well..this is me without glasess, take times to biasa, even me myself still tidak biasa...

i will not wear contact everyday but slowly slowly la...

If i can own a BULKY CAMERA~

2010-04-18T08:03:00.000-07:00

Do u believe that is mine?????

BELIEVE IT LA~~~~......wakakakakkakakakkaa..

(read the title again....IF~~)

Bible??

2010-04-16T07:35:00.000-07:00

Bible? Nailart Airbrush BIBLE?????

hmmm?

i found this book in POPULAR bookstore..

well...i check in the internet bout bible..

guess what picture i found out~..

check this out..

I was curious when i found that bible can be so many types, there is "SLOT CAR BIBLE", " THE VEGETABLE BIBLE" and so on...not after i ask Sam what are the meanings of bible besides the word of God..

Bible is a book full of knowledge, example like "THE BIBLE OF COOKING"

there will be lotz and lotzz and loottzzz of way to teach u how 2 cook..

Well, those 'bible' cannot compare to the BIBLE, i mean the WORD OF GOD..

u can find the bread of life it it, u can find the promise that God gave to us. How God heals the sick, the lame, the blind and also human possess~

u can see GREAT MIRACLES that JESUS make~

the only BIBLE that is the most POPULAR until this very day is still THE WORD OF GOD!!

okay~...i know bible means book of knowledge...but wat is this pic to do wif tat?

this is a game if i'm not mistaken~...o come on~

Maple

2010-04-16T02:33:00.000-07:00

When to Damai Maple to have my dinner wif mom, sis has worship prac, dad when back to penang..so oni both of us enjoy..heheheh

FOOD NOT BAD!

hey..u guys can try out the food..

opposite "LAS VEGAS" hotel...hehe

a corner shop..

if u knw whr is damai FUNKY TOWN, u sure know where is damai MAPLE

TRY OUT!

Mom's Birthday~

2010-04-12T06:55:00.000-07:00

We celebrate mom's birthday 2 times~..

First time is yesterday nite, in Lintas Wagamama...

invite Kit, 1 of my cousie from tawau to join us...

After stuffing all of those yummy sushisss~...we went to yam cha in Salim...Kit drove us there and than drove us back again..hehe....

2ND Birthday Dinner for MOM tonite~and the place we went is something "sua sua guo" ..errr...in another term is..SHABU SHABU in damai...

First time belanja my mom and sis during dinner time, normaly oni few cups of YOYO can gao dim dy...hhehehehhe...happy oso la...ENJOY a lot...

NITEZZ everyone~...sleepy dy..

Alpha Holy Spirit weekend in Kundasang~

2010-04-11T07:26:00.000-07:00

Having lots of fun in this alpha holy spirit weekend...

Left the church 1pm something, kelang kabut lagi tu..haha

well....will write along the pics i uploaded..

stay tune..wakakakkakaka..

nice scenery ..mountains and trees and plantation

sorry for the blurness...was sooo....soooo....coldd....hand oso shivering..hehehe

There is where we had our BBQ...(BBQ pics later)..

(di u notice something missing here?? the DOOR~...where is the door??)

aha!...there's the door...a " mattress door"..thanks to Elaine's incredible idea

Dinner in this restaurant..have a few meters walk from where we stay..enjoy walking though is super duper Collllldddddd~~.......dddeddedededde~~~enjoy the starss...

The next day woke up early but lazing around wif Sa and Elaine...hehe...nearly skip breakfast but thanks to Rev Eric and cynthia tiada wallap everything...hehehehe...

After few sessions...sleep for a while than walk outside to breath the morning breeze...~~...and took some pics wif Sa and Elaine...

BBQ TIME~

a moi~....jaga jaga la...later jatuh macam mana oo... "somebody" gonna blame us for not taking good care of u...Opppss....shhhh....but nice la...hehe..

ainah~...the mess that we did...hehehe...

Hope to get 1 of this BULKY camera..love it~..

Time to go home~...suppose to go home at 4pm something, but we left around 2pm something i guess..good oso la...balik rumah can rest for few hours before going to youth~

Last snap wif Elaine~...

Enjoy alot n oso learn a lot..hope to have more of this activites before i start my study in July~..

love this pic

2010-04-07T08:23:00.000-07:00

was looking back all the SS pics tat i took

i think this is the BEST!!...ahahahahahehhe...this pic is my profile pic in FB....ahahha...jsut love it!

Should I build back the bonding?

2010-04-04T08:53:00.000-07:00

Am i too busybody or wat?

i'm not asking u those just for fun or to 'ke po'

as a cousin, asking u these is not too much rite?

i feel so sad and dissapointed wif what u told me..

u shut me up just like tat

maybe u dun feel a thing, but i'm the 1 who read the message, i feel something

and tat "something" is not making me feeling good..

oh well, can't do anything to change a thing! only HIM can change life

BUT first u have to open up your heart..

If there is a needle pitching in your heart, u have to pull that needle out so u wont feel the pain!

I belive God has a purpose for you to b here,

God is testing you, God is watching you..

I believe if u can't deal wif the situation u are having now, how are u going to live in KL?

i b'liv there has even greater challenge..

Well....i really don't know how 2 tell u...i hope that U can really release all your problems to God, and ask him to teach you how 2 solve,

and take away the hatreds in u..that is the most important things u have to do..

1 thing i really want u to know

if u got to read my blog..

no matter what happened or what missunderstanding u are having

WE ALL STILL LOVE YOU...

and i owez love cousins to have a strong BONDING..

Easther Sunday~

2010-04-04T02:22:00.000-07:00

Today is Easther Sunday!

JESUS IS ALIVE!!!!

Today's worship was GREAT!!

Sermon GREAT!!

Clossing even more AWESOME!!

all the youths came up to the platform and PRAISE the LORD

JUMP and DANCE before the LORD..

SING PRAISES and Glorifying our HEAVENLY FATHER!

Oh Happy Day

Happy Day

U wash our sins away

Oh Happy Day

Happy Day

I'll never be the same

Forever i am changed!

AMEN!!!!!

HEHE~

2010-04-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TO SEE YOU THIS WHOLE WEEK!!

nitezz everyone~..

APRIL FOOL~

2010-03-31T22:52:00.000-07:00

Happy April Fool everyone~
Thank God i have my day off today, if not.....
but I will try to ignore those nonsense or maybe join them wif their nonsense..hahahha

I read the newspaper just now,
and one of the column in the newspaper warn us not to go the public toilet during April FooL
There is one man rush to the nearest " Tandas Awam (Public Toilet)" cz he is really in a rush to do "BUSINESS"
So he went in and do his urgent business and found out tat there is no toilet roll.. and realize that today is APRIL FOOL~ OH GOSH~

While he was struggling, he found his phone in his pocket ( i bet the only thing he can use now ).

SO~..he call up his 1st frieds n say " Hello.. Ahhh~ Kiong a...i'm in the toilet, dun have tissue ler...faster come n help me lerrr~~"

and than Ah Kiong answer him " Alllaa~ fren...today is April fool la, baru just now got one fellow screaming for tissuee takkan la so fast got another person..change your technique la bro" and than tut..tutt...tuttt...he hung up

This guy no choice have to call up another fren..so he call up Ah Boon

" Hello...Ah Boon aa~...ngai choi qi so, mau tissue...kiak tit loi kiu ngai"

and Ah Boon answer " Aiyoo~....YIU LOI~...sorry a...ummm tet han a~..."

and than, tut....tut...tut....he hung up

THis guy really frus dy...scold all kinds of (!@*#(#&(!*#)(*!#@(*#)

and than he call up Ah Chai

" Hello...Ah Chai...I'm in the toilet, here no tissue la...come and help me ler..

AND IS TRUE!!...EMERGENCY>>@#(#*(#*$()>"

and u guys guess what Ah Chai say..

" OIII~....Fren...i baru use this technique to full others, y you so copy cat oo~...find another way la bro..." and than...tut...tut...tut...

The man in the toilet really go nuts dy~..

than suddenly next door, a boy answer him

kawan...jangan harap la ada orang datang tolong, sya di dalam sudah 3 jam lor...handphone pun sudah mati bateri...apa boleh buat?"

hahahhahaha...

NOW in facebook.. everyone from single change into in a relationship and yang in a relationship change into single...apa ni??

i know is new..but no use dy~...

CHANGE LAA~~...hahahahhahaha....

this is another way u can see how creative u are!!...hahhaha

Is quite fun though..haha

u tell the truth to the person, but he insist u r fulling around...

hmmm??...apa ni?

eeerrrr~~~

actually i like someone dy.....

b'liv it?????????????????

BELIEVE IT LA~..

Don't forget today is also Maundy Thursday

don't play too over k~

going to church later

Looking back~..

2010-03-29T08:09:00.000-07:00

Was "facebooking" than suddenly
"POP"
a lil chat box came up and it was my ums fren..
we chat for a moment and suddenly he wrote
" sorry arrr if i hurt you last time "
than i was like.....hmmmmmm..okayyy~~

Looking back..
yup...for lil misunderstanding we never talk to each other for quite a while..
he helped me a lot while i was having my DOWN period
he drive me around when i really need a transport
he talk to much sometimes when i try to tell him something..
but is okaayy~...tat is his way

Thank God that the "lil misuderstand" din really affect our friendship..
but that period of cold war really not a happy period..
well..all this not gonna happen anymore..

Everyone seems to think back their past
and *snap!
they woke up and realize that what they do in the past is so silly and childish!!
well..i'm also one of the gang~..
I wasted so much time in unnecessary things and neglected my precious time hanging out wif my own friends..i'm sorry ba fren~...
and oso my studies but thank God that i get more than 3 pointer la...
*phheewwww
but tat is not good enough for my grade..
Will truly put more of my attention in building my music passion
everything oso to do wif music!
find a husband also must love music..hahahahahhaha....
ooopsss~...shhhhhhhhhhh...
hahahhaa...

newpaper on the roof~~???

2010-03-28T08:24:00.000-07:00

newpaper on the ROOF!!???????
again?? aiyoo~...

this is the 2nd the newspaper delivery throw our newspaper up the roof!..ahdui~..

apa ni???

SING OUT THE LORD IS NEAR!!!

the starting was great...

thumbs up for TIMMIE, is her first time leading in 2 services..

Lunch in 88..

waited for one of my cousin to come, manatahu he call up his dad and said he waited for us in DAMAI 88...haha..aiyak~

Well..after that got back to ASC, went to ASMA to get ready my chords for AGM..

AGM was~~~eerrrr.....ok la~...

in the middle of it when back to ASMA (All Saints' Music Academy) and play the piano..

syok to play when no one is around..haha...

after tat..went back to check whether the AGM finish dy anot but belum lagi habis..haha..so sit and the back of the cathedral..haha...

hmm...afther everything finish, went to beverly to take my dad's cake..

TOMORROW is my daddy's birthday!!

few more minutes to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!!!
than go home, bath and start to blog but suddenly "POP" no current pula~

alamak~...so terus went out for a dinner in beverly 'again'..haha

came back quite late...

for 2 months i never touch the camera

so today due to wanted to snap the newpaper on the roof, so "sou yang yang dy"..took the camera out..hahaha...so SS time...hahahhahahahha...

dun like it~

2010-03-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

.This feeling tat i'm having now bring me back to the days of FORM 3..

and i dun really like it..

~dun think dun think dun think~

GOD HELP ME~

FINALLY~..haizzz~

2010-03-21T20:50:00.000-07:00

okay~ before I start writing down all my crapss..

I have to really tell you guys what keep me from updating my blog since last Friday.
I wanted to update my blog last Fri but the line seems to like to play hide and seek this few days, and it really got into my nerves..

So i thought i can update my blog yesterday.
i nearly finished what i wrote but when i got out to get my bag and come back..

IS GONE!!
everything just dissapear and i was like...WTH!..i checked whether did it auto save itself but NO!..don't have o..how can it be??
wanted to retype everything but is already 12am and i have to off9 early..However.. I will sekali gus write everything down now...haizz..:(

okay~..here goes ( Oh!...before that, i hav to say tat this blog is gonna a bit long, so pplleeasseee...bare with me k~~...hehe)

FRIDAY
last Friday i attended a photoshop class. I can't concentrate much on what Edwin say cz my stupiak lappy canot open photoshop CS2 and have to uninstall CS2 and install CS3..take me a long time....when the time everything was well installed, class already ended~..apa ni!
Well...i can still remember a bit what he thought, so hv to master it..

well..this is wat his assignment for me,,so believe me..i've been to PARIS

AND~~..Finally i got to eat mey LAKSAAA~ and its in YEE FONG!!..haha
Thanks Sam!!
( Sam... remember what we promise a..haha )

SATURDAY
Work in the morning
GB ministry in the afternoon..
Thank God for the numbers of girls that came..is increasing!!!!
our youth cell had a MOVIE NIGHT!
the movie was nice..meaningful~but till now i dun know the name of the movie..haha..LOL
something to do wif music~..music teacher~passion for music~..love their own instrument~..
it is about how a teacher taught his students when one of his student nearly give up her clarinet (MS LANG).. and oso how a father deal wif his own child which is boen deaf~..
is really a nice wan..

SUNDAY
Sunday service of cz~...
hmmmm???
O~...Cell leader meeting at 5.30pm
we were all disccusing the events that are coming up soon!
1stly - YOUTH ALPA starting from 3 of April..
All Saints' Cathedral Grace Hall~
2ndly - MV Night
29th of MAY
All Saints' Cathedral Hosanna Hall~
frens...u guys are most welcome to JOIN US~..is FUN!
(this is where everything hilang)

really looking forward with all these eventss~~
looking forward to YOUTH CONCERT too...YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

today we had a pronunciation class..
really funny la...dun know how to explain but really have a great time in this class..
pen...pan...
sin....seen....
is only how u pronounce certain word..
haha..so okiee~
is about time i stop writing..getting more n more crapsss dy..haha

o yah!!...i got my sunglass dy~...whhheeeee~

Day OFFFF~

2010-03-18T06:48:00.000-07:00

Today is my day off~...

got up quite late, almost 10am i guess.haha....

Not to waste all my time lazing around in the house, i went out wif my parent..

went to UMS LINK to ask about my certificate...

from the day i finished my cert year till now, i think at least got 11 months dy asking them boutour certificate and the same old answer they gave us until this very day IS " o...itu sijil still IN PROCESS ..."..ahdui~..i think our sijil make out of gold....not enough gold have to DIG!..haha...

After tat...went to imgrant firm(next to UMS tat building) to wait for my dad,

waited at least an hour...sit there ngoi ngoi..haha..luckily they have tv to watch to..

watching an indon series...due to sitting quite a distance away, so have to depend on the subtitle..one thing i can say bout tat is SUCKS!

show one sentence and than POOF!!..lost in action for a few conversation..and than POOF!..balik lagi....apa ni~~... haizz...

Around an hour later, my dad got his passport back and off for LUNCH~..

errr..i can say is late lunch la...haha...

pusing pusing pusing, dad say Kolombong GIANT, mom say other place..and i suggested in BEVERLY and at the end balik DAMAI...DOINK~~..

Went home after tat..cz my dad wanna play tennis, and i have to go n make a pair of sunglasses..

my eyes really canot tahan the brightness of the sun..tambah lagi drought this few days, ooopss no oo...IS few MONTHS..mahu pening dy..

but have to tahan for few more days..baru can get my glasses..huhuhuhu..

Dinner in the house!...since last year..our family seldom really cook in the house n eat cz most of the time we got home late...

MOM's COOK FOOD IS STILL THE BEST!!

Hmmm...

one thing lacking is~

LAKSAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~~....

arrggghhhh!!!!!!!!!.........

i belum dapat makan Yee Fong's LAKSA!!

SAM!!...laksa laksa laksa laksa laksa~

Laksa and Alice in the wonderland~..wakaka

2010-03-14T08:37:00.000-07:00

FINALLY~....i ate my LAKSA dy~..wakakakkaa
BUT....i wan Yee Fong's laksa lor..

the laksa i ate this morning sucks.

I was wondering do they know wat is sambal? the so call "sambal" looks more like a blended chilli~...apa ni!

the soup not hot at all, hot as in panas, not pedas ok~

no 'KIK'!...hahaha

Just went for a movie just now wif the D'streamerss~..

"Alice in the wonderland"..

not bad~...but sit too near to the screen dy, a bit dizzy..

no matter how still better than the first row la...macam looking up to the petronas tower from the bottom~..haha..kesian them~.hahahah

this movie is suppose to b a 3D effect rite?? hmmmmm?? if got "tat glasses" mayb lagi EXCITING!!...hahahahha

olrite then...working day tomorow~...

SAM!!....bring me go YEE FONG makan LAKSA!!

Struglessss~

2010-03-12T01:21:00.000-08:00

Strugless~

A heart that desire so muchhhhh for "tat", but it seems that "that" is just an illusion~

u only can imagine and dream bout it..

My heart's desire is "there" but their desire is "here"

F.A.I.T.H..this 5 letters of word is getting further from me..

Why?

Craving for LAKSA~

2010-03-06T07:34:00.000-08:00

AARRGGGHH~~~

LLAKKKSSSSAAAA~

Craving for it again~~....i wanna EAT!!

Gaya street "YEE FONG" is still the best!!..

Peepss bring me there leerrr~...aarrgghh~...LAKSA~

hmmm? TOM YAM oso i wanna walap~..hahaha..

BUSY CNY~

2010-02-21T18:08:00.000-08:00

WOW~...chinese new year just ended so quickly, today is the last day of chinese new year dy~..Chap Goh Meh~...everyone is going back to Miri, and KL and overseas..huhu~...

well..not gonna say much, will let the pic do the talking than..

MULTI CLASSES GATHERING, mixture of 5C, 5I, 5K and 5P....hahaha

COUSIEZZ DAY in YOYO~...

团圆饭

just outside my house

1st day of CHINESE NEW YEAR

"bai nian" in bishop house~

2nd day of CHINESE NEW YEAR~

met a new fren, Felica, funny girl...she study in Miri

HAVE A LAST GATHERING IN FEB....siaw fui and vic going back KL to study..huhu~

try u guys guess whr is this place~

Few more minutes to CNY~~

2010-02-13T07:44:00.000-08:00

I bet everyone is busy celebrating CHINESE NEW YEAR~
SO AM I~...WAKAKAKKAKAKAKA
soooo...................

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and
HAPPY VALENTINESSS DAY
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

pictures will b resume in the upcoming blog..~
hahahhahaha
Have wonderful holiday~

HAMPER walapeerrsssss~~~

2010-02-07T19:48:00.000-08:00

Instead of being in the youth gathering, i went to my uncle's annual dinner~..OOOppppsssss~...haha..

Well... our family was invited to attend the 36th Annual Dinner of Howarth in Tanjung Aru beach hotel...

besides the FOOD they serve, everything was NICE~...

ESPECIALLY THE LUCKY DRAW~..wakakaka

The GRAND PRIZE of the day is a Plasma TV~..hahaha but unfortunately oni for the staff~..haha

BUT~~~....my family oso not bad o~...we walap 3 HAMPERS which cost RM 100 and above each o~...hahahahha...and my dad got and TONG HING voucher RM 50..hahaha

A lot of goodiesss for Chinese New YEar dy~....

Chinese New Year is just round the corner, and is the same day as Valentines Day~

aawwwww~..is it a good thing a??...hmmmm?

NOW is PARENTS to spend time wif...GONG gong and Po po.... Auntiess, unclessss and cousiessss~..hahaha

so...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

My patient and Toleration~

2010-02-02T02:45:00.000-08:00

Well currently still in my working place waiting for prayer meet prac starts at 7pm.

There is a student today really got me into a frust mode, she forgot to bring her books, how am i suppose to teach? She is quite steady in the first minute, listening and following but once she got excited dy, dun wanna listen dy, the words tat i said kena lock outside her ears..ahdui~. macam mana ni...

Well...is a frust in the beginning, but once u cool down n think. THIS is another way God is testing my patients and my toleration..

God is observing me how am i going to deal wof such situation, tell the truth, i really canot tahan kids wif this kind of attitude..

Well..i'm learning quite hard tough, thank God also for other students tat i have.. the rest are not as bad as this lil cute girl,

God thank u for everything~

Oopsss 5 minute to 7pm dy..gotta go...

prayer meeting in Cathedral~...

Attended a Funeral Service~

2010-02-01T01:29:00.000-08:00

CHURCH is where you can find happiness and solemness.

Today is my 2nd time playing piano in a funeral service, each time i attend a funeral service my mood sure change, no matter how happy the minute before, once they started to walk into the cathedral, my heart just sank down. Is easy to say " Rejoice for she/he is joining the Lord now" but whn we put ourself in their shoe, is quite hard.

I praise God for letting me serve in the church, this is also a way God is teaching me. Throughout the service, i felt tat God trying to tell me tat appreciate your love ones when they are still in our midst. Well, those tat have their love ones, appreciate them and also appreciate your time together, we never know when God want His child to go home.

Looking at the family walk to the coffin and to pay their last respect to their love one, my tears just drop. I learned a lot and thank God~

This is wat u draw whn you are blind folded

2010-01-25T21:23:00.000-08:00

How u draw when you are blind folded?
U have to depend on your frineds instruction tats how~

This is one of the ice breaker we had during our youth gathering..

sit back and enjoy n laugh till u "luk ti"...haha..

haha...

the hello kitty's whiskers and nose thercabut from the face

haha..overall not tat bad la..at least the looks is still there..n fyi, i draw the following pic..actualy its suppose to b a hamster la~...codi and the rest go n tambah salt and paper in it..wakakakka

SUSHI MAking Sat~

2010-01-17T06:50:00.000-08:00

I'm suppose to update my blog on Sat but after youth felt really tired so malas to blog dy..

But today i will " bu hui" Sat's blog...hehehe...

cz after church go lunch than go home terus SLEEP...so tired..haha..

We make our won SUSHI~~..hahahhaa...was quite FUN..cz u prepare the ingrediant your own, u cut the cucumber your own, u goreng the telur your own...everyhing do it wif our own hands and after tat EAT it..so satisfying~...ahahhahaha..

wow~....look nice huh~~..wakakakkakaka

Well..our GB is getting more n more interesting dy~..next week will b Spagheti!!!...

mmmmMMMMmm..can't wait dy~..wakakkaa