Thursday, December 2, 2010

相遇太早&相遇太晚

I saw this in a post in FB..i found it so true n really sort of click to me~.. I'm comfuse...but no matter what...i will appreciate what i got now... plz give me more time...


相遇太早&相遇太晚


你們可能相愛過,你們也可能喜歡著彼此,但是,為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起?也許他為了朋友之間的義氣,不能追你。也許為了顧及家人的意見,你們沒有在一起。也許為了自己的前程,他沒有要你等他。

也許你們相遇太早,還不懂得珍惜對方。也許你們相遇太晚,你們身邊已經有了另一個人。也許你回頭太遲,對方已不再等待。也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心,而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起,你們還是保持了朋友的關係。但是你們心底清楚,對這個人,你比朋友還多了一份關心

他遇到困難時,你會盡你所能的幫他,不會計較誰又欠了誰。

每個人這輩子,心中都有過這么一個特別的朋友,很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的,但久了,突然發現這樣最好。

你寧願這樣關心他,總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友,彼此不會吃醋,才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣,你還是知道,他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友,當他那個特別的朋友,有什麼不好呢?

因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就不能像現在這樣無所顧忌的無話不談,我會更在乎他對自己的看法因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就會要求對方更多,想佔為己有,會吃醋,會吵架……到最後也許會分手…………所以這樣最好…………

很多的感情,都因為一廂情願,最後連朋友都當不成了

常常覺得惋惜,可惜一些本來很好的友情

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你,如果你沒有反應,這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去,這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。

因為這就像是一場賭注,表白了之後不是成了男女朋友,要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的,或許對方不在意,你們還可以是朋友,但卻已經不如從前的。 。 。 。 。 。

PS:這種友誼不低於愛情,而是超越愛情~~~~~~~不叫曖昧~~叫知己~~



Monday, November 29, 2010

love?

Love is not suppose to be only on the physical side~

Love is shud b more on the HEART!!...

tat is what i want to tell u...


Friday, November 26, 2010

NOBODY~

Maybe I'm just nobody to u la~

Maybe you just dun bother how we gonna last together..

Maybe me is just not as important as your previous...

Yea~... Just tell me a word..n i will know..

I can understand you...

But will u??

SHUCKS~...

If is stress being with me, I'm sorry...

I dun know what am i suppose to do now to make things rite 4 u..but might not for me..

I appreciate time together

Thursday, November 18, 2010

ZHEnnnn~



This post dedicated to my dear fren AVELYN CHUA ..
Hi~...... =.="
okay okay~.... cut the craP!!...orrrrrrrr...craB??????
okay la~... suddenly taught of writing YOU in my blog...*do u mind??? (thinking)
o well~..... appreciate this friendship since d day i know her...(zhen:" yea rite")
but seriously~ i really do appreciate...but taking for granted oso with her TRUST~..sooryyy~....
Hmmmm... dun know how 2 explain this complicated matter.. Zhen, u know i know la~..kekeke
No matter how critic our prob are..as long as we have the heart to bring back this friendship,
WE CAN MAKE IT....see~....now is the PROOF~
Well...no pilih kasih in y write her in my blog...is just tat she having some prob~..
No~...i dun see it is a prob to her anymore.. cz at least she know the TRUTH!..

okay~...here goes....(dun geli a.....)
Dear Zhen~
No matter what difficulties u are facing, just remember that there are many frens out there that aprreciate your care n love...
Friends that are still support u n give u strength when u are down..
Friends that wanted to see u happy all day long~
Friends that wont hurt u~.....( sorrrryyyyy ba Zhen~)...
hmmmm....just focus what u should focus now yea~~..
LOVE YOU SIS~~~~.muakcsss~...and all the PEEPSSS in SPS love u too~
hehehehehheehe....
JIA YOU~



Sunday, September 19, 2010

for u.... 让你走


This song means..

This song means...letting go doesn't mean that u loose infact is another way of love...

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

for u......??????????????????


sry for the upside down..noob in taking videos...compose this my own..do leave some comments..so to improve more in this song..compose this while thinking back "some" memoriess...

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Dress Hunting..




Went for dress hunting just now to attend my frens wedding next Monday.
In so many i tested, my favorite is this 2 dress...but oni got 2 buy 1..
guesss which 1 i bought..keke.....
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can guess?? haha...

Sunday, September 5, 2010

TUARAN..research 1..





When to Tuaran last week to do some research bout Tarian-tarian orang Lotud..
quite fun and learn a lot bout their background..
Some part sort of creepy, cz they b'liv alot of things that nowadays ppl dun b'liv.
for example, the tajau wat they call "gusi" ( am i right?...kekke).
very creepy...really...creeeeppyyy~~~....

Sumayau..Tarian Sumayau...
The patern that they dance imitate an eagle..how an eagle fly..
they use the "gereng" in order for them to know when to change a patern
to another patern
A lot of knowledge tat i abosrb in this trip...
hope to research on other etnics..just to know wat are their backgrounds n stuff..
haha..kinda excited..haha


Saturday, August 21, 2010

PADINI Hunting....keke



When for PADINI hunting few days back, not really big sales but try out shirts n shorts...
i found 1 nice t-shirt...love it!!...
but i din get to buy the short, very expensive...but NICE Lorr...huhuhu...
have to save up those money now to hunt again another day, hope tat time got big sales!..ahahha

Saturday, August 14, 2010

extra mountain~



Don't ask me y?
me myself also dun know what happen wif the "mountain" that grow on my hand..kekekke..
I oni notice it during the afternoon.
I only remember i went to UMS beach wif Zhen my fren...n no rasa of kena bitten by something..kekekeke..
hmmmm???...till now..i still dun knw what had bitten me??
Actually it looks more bengkak than what the picture showed..
everyone was was asking whether i was bitten by "penyangat" err..some kind of bee i guess..
but if like this..it should b painful a...is not painful..not till u press it la...
well...Thank God is reducing a lot...
now..still bengkak but not tat obvious dy...phewwww!~~
n thannn....

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Same scenery but is during sunset..


Took this during sunset in UMS, this is really a nice place to relax your mind, your stress..
This is my regular place to go...
cz...我需要这个地方。。

Monday, August 2, 2010

2 pearls in 2 holes?

did u guys spot the 2 pearlss??
ngam ngam fit in the 2 empty space...kekekeke

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Nice scenery i discover..


Nice scenery i discover during this 3 weeks...
the first and 2nd pic is really a nice place to relax your mind..
Is another school next to mine...just few metres walk..keke...

There will be my regular place to go when i feel uneasy..
is really a nice place to relax..
o yah~...i saw a couple pak toh
there..,kekekekke....



Tuesday, July 20, 2010

我们的纪念


《我们的纪念》歌 词  数不尽的泪 我又哭了好几回  幻化成蝶 停留在这片落叶  被风化的雪 埋藏在千年以前  我用尽一生的思念只为等著你出现    回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边  唤不醒原来还跳动的画面    就让我留在轮回的边缘 等一道光线  看见某年某月我们之间 曾经说过的预言  就让他带走你的那瞬间 成为我们的纪念  谁能发现我的世界 曾经有过你的脸 

A song that cuts through my heart.....i Love this song and i understand the lyrics..i understand wat the writer this song trying to bring out to us as a listener.. 

Sunday, July 18, 2010

Uni LIFE - 2


VIOLIN.....????
know nothing bout violin..but this instrument gonna be my minor instrument..
i dun know how am i gonna cope wif massive of prac, cz i reall
y know nothing bout violin..haha
But...i think is good thing for me to get BUSY!..so i can only focus on practise..not other hurtful things...well.....is a good start to get busy!
Well...my major instrument is still Pi
ano, but is JAZZ piano~..
so...got 2 instrument need to b practised..
lecturers starts to give assignments dy...
homeworks....piecess.....wow!...
i can really feel the business thats awai
ting me...
but..no time to go JPJ driving test..i need to get free time for this!...important man!..ekeke..
ba...few latest pics i took this week..



Saturday, July 10, 2010

Uni LIFE

this is the view outside my window..
my desk...the most nice desk i choose among the rest..kekekekke...

i sleep ontop....keke...quite cooling oso la...
BUDAK SIJIL~...oopsss....nolar~....BIDAK SPS dy!..upgrade!


sempat juga ss in my school dance studio~..kekekeke...big mirror ba...where can i resist..

Yup~..I start studying dy, continue my bachelor year now in UMS...
I'm taking JAzz piano as my major instrument..keke..and violin as my minor...
dun knw whether i can cope wif it..
but i want myself to b BUSY!
filll my mind wif STUFF so i wont simply think other thing..
well..~ i can see tat this coarse really gonna b a BLAST of performance and activities..
and of coz assignmentsssss
I just wanna occupied my mind wif ALL THIS!!

okay~....will tell more next time...kekekekke..
nitezzzz~



Saturday, July 3, 2010

Braces on!!



BRACES ON!!!!
aiksss~....can't really see the colour....
is BABY PINK..keke..


Sunday, June 27, 2010

Am I prepare?

One more week to Uni life..
it has been more than a year waiting to continue my degree course..
wait till my heart dun feel any excitement..
what pump up my excitement i think is the old friends that i've never met for a year, dun know how they look now?..

UMS..
this place given me a lot happy and sad memories..
i felt very scared sometimes to think back those memories..
the pathway, those stairs, the roads..
i'm gonna face them everyday, and memories will automatically pop out infront me..
memories..will only be memories..

Well~
I guess is one of the process in life..issit?..not sure..
still have to go on wif life
too many things happen in one go..
i really need God's comfort..
let me focus!....FOCUS wat is important!,,


Saturday, June 26, 2010

HAPPY?

I'm a happy person..
I'M HAPPY!!
FOREVER HAPPY!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Fake??


Is this a fake smile??

orr?? this???

Am trying out my face reaction...
wat will i look with a fake smile...
or maybe with a dissapointed look...
Well..not big difference anyway~..

keke~