Jinn's Life

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

S.H.E - 不作你的朋友

慢慢失忆 所有和你的事情必须忘记  爱的盆地 深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤  我也不想 被你肯定 在这个时候说我 让你感动过
别握住我的手 说我一定会懂 作不成的爱人 变成最好朋友  别牵著我的手 想著别人脸孔 换个方式牵手 并不会更好过  可不可以 不作你朋友 
慢慢心痛 没有人发现我和从前不同  你的眼中 看得见另一个人给的感动  我也不要你心疼我 在这个时候对我 比从前温柔
应该放晴的天气 还下雨 别这样下去 我难过 但是说不出口 
Rap:一直逃避 我以为闭上眼睛就能忘记    我的记忆开始在雨天的七月二十三    慢慢经过我们一起绕过的十字街头    怎麼走都走不到尽头 
可不可以 别回头 可不可以 就放手 可不可以 不作你的朋友

Friday, June 10, 2011

Will be fine~

Today you sent the longest message ever.

I think this is the last message u sent. I'm really thankful that u din reply me. If not i scared i might reply u back. Then everything will "毁灭".

I hope after today, after this very second.

you can be a good person. Love and cherish the one that love you.

I'm sorry to write those message.

Is not true~

I never meant that.

This moment.

I'm glad that you stand at my shoe and think.

If i can treat u as " FRIEND" so easily, that means i never love u before.

Give me time. at the moment is difficult and is impossible.

When the day i can call u friend.

Thats the day i put everything down.

Now..is hard..

11 more days to yr b'day..

i dun think what we planned can still go on...

Well~..

wish you Happy Birthday then~...

and be happy each day..

I hope today is the day of tears.

Last day of sadness..

After today~..Everything will be as fine

After today~.. Everyday will be as happy..

Friday, June 3, 2011

Human~

Sometimes~

I was wondering~..

If 1 day you open my heart and see all those bruises and scares that never once healed~..

what will you feel?

We are human~..

We have feelings..

We are human~

We do have limits

We are human~

Our heart is not made of steel

B'cz we are human..sometimes acting might fail

B'cz we are human.. Is okay tat we fail to be stronger, But remember to be more stronger the next second~

B'cz we are human

Is okay if u cry, But remember to wipe off those tears as fast as possible and smile again.

B'cz we are human

Is normal to get hurt~

How hurt you get from the opposite side, how hurt tat person made u..

Remember to spread medicine on those scars and let your heart beat again..

B'cz we are human~..

WE have brain to think~

As long tat person u love is happy with his life,

How suffer you act or how those tears flow like a river.

With one of his smile~..

everything is worthful~

Forgive and Forget~..

Forgive the one tat hurt you~..

B'cz God forgive everyone of us, even though we sometimes never even care a bout it.

Tomorrow will b another wonderful day~..

Ciao~

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Kat & Leigh's Wedding + Muaa BIRTHDAY!!

Just came back from KL~..

Had spend some times with my family and also relatives in Penang n KL~..

This time went back to Penang was to attend my cousin's wedding.

Well~..TaadDAhH~...

our newly member in

LEE's family~.

Before the day i went down to KL, i had a food poison~..OH great~!!..

I vomited till nothing i can vomit dy~..

Thanks for my uncles and aunties that was so concern tat nite..

My dad n mom n not forgeting my sis.. also balik balik go to the washroom n ask whether am i okay?

And also someone that still care although we oni can contact thru sms tat time.

Thankss for those concerns~..

This year's birthday falls on the day i'm in KL~

so nothing much happen. Same as all tho

se years~..

Birthday is the only day where u get meaningfu

l spamss on your FB wall~..

I am happy tat some friends call me up during my b

'day~.. Jia vei & Nelsquare~!!..

n also to somebody (u know who u are)~..thanks again for remembering my b'day~

You still owe me so many presents~!!...

all collecting dust in your house~..

LOL~..=.="

well~..is okay~I'm already "man yi" n oso happy

...THANKS~

o yea~...not forgeting presentsss~....

Thankss to kwan yi, yen yee n wai ling for their presents..i used it a lot during my trip to KL..

That is wat i wanted to buy in KL, but no need dy..hehe...

Kun yee~...love your gift too~...will shift new wallet soon~..keke...thanks dear~..

N the othersss~

Vic, chee yung, Tian lung, nev, fred

, ( GUYS alwayss )

...u guys belanja me food during the upperstar dinner~..(celebrated earlier b4 going to KL)

n a sudden b'day cake.

I so pai seh tat time. I tot tat cake was to the other ppl's table, manatahu it came closer to me~!!..LOL~...i clap so loud lagi tu~...( i tot it was other ppl's cake)..

Well~...thankss guyss~..

* p/s Mr CTY~ aka my k-go~..u still owe so many p

resentss a...u dun forget..keke..

What i need now is to just put my focus on my studies n just do my best in everything i can.

As for the old JINN...BYE BYE~...never to come back again...

AND

say HELLO to the new JINN~..

As now, my fren is trying to build a band. and i'm one of the member~..hehe..HAPPY~..

i will just put my mind in it~..

compose songs!..yeah~!!

watever izzit~...

YOU~..thanks you very much for everything~..i'm happy now~!!..

Saturday, May 14, 2011

STRONGER!

Writing this in d middle of waiting for our flight to Penang.

Flight delay from 5.10pm to 6.20pm...haizzzz....BIASALAA~...

With the sudden delay of flight, make me have so many free times.. Well... i've tried so hard not to think, not to expect anything from u...Where i go, there sure have our memories, no matter how small detail tat memory can be..but there always your face popping out in my mind. Sometimes, i felt so unfair, i felt so being used. But in the same time, i felt tat she is oso hurt. Tat makes me even down. Y? do u ever think before saying words that is always being so important in life. The words that u say really affects a person.

I know u too long, understand u too long.....

Memoriesss and past never can i forget in life..

All i can do is to be MORE STRONGER each day~..

not to be the JINN tat is so naive believing s easily.

God...

u know my weakness, YOU know how i feel everyday. YOU know how i learn to be STRONGER each day just to improve myself in future~.. GOD~.. YOU know my struggles, YOU know how i try my best to live better in life without his sms'sss...

GOD.. no matter what i have done in past.. YOU still love me...

GOD...give me strength o cope all those struggles n

GUIDE our trip to PENANG n KL..

bless our family having great time together....THANK U LORD..

NOW~...remind myself again...

BE MORE STRONGER each day~!!