之前和之后的“笑”

I love to smile...

Since baby...sleep oso smile...

I knw i love to smile...

Smile can make ppl happy...

Smile is suppose to be from the heart...

I know...i love to smileee

BUT..

When a person had reach to a certain age,

where they experience hurt,

where they really know what love means,

where they know how heart pain it is to be hurt by a person u love the most..

S.M.I.L.E

can be fake..

no more from the heart..

only a show..

it had become another tool to hide the hurt u have..

我爱笑

baby的时候，睡觉都会笑

我知道我是爱笑。

笑能够让周围的人感觉温馨和开心。

笑是因该从心底的

我知道....我是爱笑的...

但是

当一个人长大了。

当一个人经历过伤痛的时候，

当一个人明白什么事爱的时候，

当一个人被一个她很爱的人伤的时候，

笑

已变成的很假，

已不时发自内心的笑容，

“它”变成了一种掩饰，

“它”变成了一种用具掩盖心里面的痛

BUT!!

I belive..

once u learn your lesson..

you are even more wiser~!!..

u stand back on the ground..

force yourself to be stronger~..

I believe!!

there will be this one day..maybe not now..

smile can be from the heart again..

但是！！

我相信

以当你从失败中学习

你会比之前聪明了许多。。

你会再爬起来。。

逼自己坚强起来

我相信！！

总会有这一天，也许不是现在

“笑”可以再次从 心底的。

2nd piercing means..

This 2nd piercing is to remind myself not to fall back into your arms..

Dun knw whether the ear ring i gave it to u, u still keep a not.....

but if u wanna throw..up to u...

" Cam Whorrinnggg " with my short hair..

Never tried taking pics like this for quite some time dy...

After cutting short my hair...i think this is the first "cam-whorringgg"...

=.="

Well~...

That's all for today~..

Came back~!!

Just came back from my trip to KL, Malacca and Penang for almost a week..

However.. am kinda lazy to update my blog...

Well...will uploads some pic on and off bout the trip~...

All i know is...

I'm fresh back from my trip..

back to the straight path...

I'm really trying very hard to keep u out my mind.. and is working day by day..

so plz dun ask me out, cz i dun wanna see u

and u shud know the reason..

I will reply u...

but plz dun ask stupid question..u not a kid nymore..

~..i'll appreciate it lotzz~

Thank u~...

WOW~...talk like i'm grown up ba...keke...

Well...I AM..

and I'm strong enough not to fall back into your arms...

and u make me strong..so be proud of me instead~

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts..

Listen to this song..and those are words tat i want u to know..

Dun tell me.."we dun know what will happen in future"

that is just another bullshit..

sry to be hush~..but tats the truth..

isn't it true??

Well...we are still frens..no doubt...

keep it..precious as a frenship..

Packing to KL wif KFC gang~!!..

Finally...

First time in my whole entire life, going holiday out of Sabah alone with friends,

Not with parentssss...

OH GOSH~!!..

I can't believe it..~!! YEAH~!!..

Well... First of all..

THANKS papa n mama for allowing..

Have to learn how to spend wisely...

Canot simply simply waste money dy...hehe..

I will take this 1 week to tune back my life..

I felt tat, is so hard to just put down a feeling..

I need more stronger strength,,

More laughter

Lesser tears..No..shud say

NO TEARS anymore..

Well...

This is LIFE~..

sometimes u got to experiece a lil bit of bitter and sour in life~

There is no such thing of sweetness throughout a life journey~..

No matter what..

Thanks for asking and caring again..

SHORT AGAIN~

Cut short again.... Cut off all those unhappiness again..but just now u just added few more sadness. you knw? you noticed? i bet u dun knw a thing..well...true oso...what am i thinking~?

I really dun knw why?

What issit so much to check on me?

You know tat each time you sms, you add another hurt on me..

You never notice all this...

I dun understand~...

I thought u know how i feel, I tot u know how to let me go....

Let me go meanss....completely CUT OFF from me ..

I thought tat is what you want~!!..

so what you really want now?

I think of YOU

This view is taken in front of Wisma..

Nice view...

Each time i look at the calm sea..

No doubt, i think of u..

But is another way how i remind myself to be strong.

海

YOu did a great job again...

THUMBS UP for u..