I lost my direction

Writing this in the midst of practicing my instrument. Take a break awhile~

This semester is a hectic sem..lots of assignments, homeworks, practicing and lotsssss to do~

With all the assignments compiling together one by one, i found myself don't know which to do first.

Not only assignments, but also my major minor instrument.

i still can't get the tone for jAZZ... practice the piece over and over again, try to get the tone, try to feel the soul in it but still cannot feel anything. Maybe i felt it but i'm not sure~..

Violin is also another prob~ Intonation part is still my weakness~...

without having the correct intonation, i can't play a piece well..huhu..

All kinds of emotions keep on bugging me~..

All this emotions can make me feel so down in just seconds..

I've cried before for no reasons, or maybe "my prob"....

I find myself had lost my direction....

Don't know what to do, don't know how to handle, don't know how to just let my brain focus on things that is useful.