I lost my direction

Writing this in the midst of practicing my instrument. Take a break awhile~

This semester is a hectic sem..lots of assignments, homeworks, practicing and lotsssss to do~

With all the assignments compiling together one by one, i found myself don't know which to do first.

Not only assignments, but also my major minor instrument.

i still can't get the tone for jAZZ... practice the piece over and over again, try to get the tone, try to feel the soul in it but still cannot feel anything. Maybe i felt it but i'm not sure~..

Violin is also another prob~ Intonation part is still my weakness~...

without having the correct intonation, i can't play a piece well..huhu..

All kinds of emotions keep on bugging me~..

All this emotions can make me feel so down in just seconds..

I've cried before for no reasons, or maybe "my prob"....

I find myself had lost my direction....

Don't know what to do, don't know how to handle, don't know how to just let my brain focus on things that is useful.

upper BRACES ON!!

UPPER BRACES ON!!!!!....

hehehhee....

ZE KUAN!!....u see la...wait till i take off those pagar~, i show off to u !!..

hehehe....

JAZZ

This semester's assignments is about JAZZ..

GOOD!...very good indeed...kekekekeke....

since i'm taking up Jazz piano as my major instrument, is also good that i know the origin of jazz and the meaning of JAZZ~~~...yeah~~~...kekke

I've tried asking friends in facebook what do they thoght of JAzz

and they all gave their very best answers...some say swing, some say groovy some even say ME!

WOW....y me? i'm not tat advance in improvising....so no no no!..canot say ME..keke

Well....this sem is a tough 1....

assignments are pilling up 1 by 1....

and the recent assignment i'm trying to finish is about JAZZ...is not easy..looks easy but it kinda cracked my head a lot more than other stuffs....

Well....this is the latest, try to update more of my life...but can't really pop everything here...

but will probably post the happy side of me..ciao~

相遇太早&相遇太晚

I saw this in a post in FB..i found it so true n really sort of click to me~.. I'm comfuse...but no matter what...i will appreciate what i got now... plz give me more time...

相遇太早&相遇太晚

你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。也許為了自己的前程，他沒有要你等他。

也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。

不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心

他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。

每個人這輩子，心中都有過這么一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。

一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。

你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。

你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。

特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。

做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？

因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就不能像現在這樣無所顧忌的無話不談，我會更在乎他對自己的看法因為我知道如果我們成為男女朋友我們就會要求對方更多，想佔為己有，會吃醋，會吵架……到最後也許會分手…………所以這樣最好…………

很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了

常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情

最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。

因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。

有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的。 。 。 。 。 。

PS:這種友誼不低於愛情，而是超越愛情~~~~~~~不叫曖昧~~叫知己~~

love?

Love is not suppose to be only on the physical side~

Love is shud b more on the HEART!!...

tat is what i want to tell u...

NOBODY~

Maybe I'm just nobody to u la~

Maybe you just dun bother how we gonna last together..

Maybe me is just not as important as your previous...

Yea~... Just tell me a word..n i will know..

I can understand you...

But will u??

SHUCKS~...

If is stress being with me, I'm sorry...

I dun know what am i suppose to do now to make things rite 4 u..but might not for me..

I appreciate time together

ZHEnnnn~

This post dedicated to my dear fren AVELYN CHUA ..

Hi~...... =.="

okay okay~.... cut the craP!!...orrrrrrrr...craB??????

okay la~... suddenly taught of writing YOU in my blog...*do u mind??? (thinking)

o well~..... appreciate this friendship since d day i know her...(zhen:" yea rite")

but seriously~ i really do appreciate...but taking for granted oso with her TRUST~..sooryyy~....

Hmmmm... dun know how 2 explain this complicated matter.. Zhen, u know i know la~..kekeke

No matter how critic our prob are..as long as we have the heart to bring back this friendship,

WE CAN MAKE IT....see~....now is the PROOF~

Well...no pilih kasih in y write her in my blog...is just tat she having some prob~..

No~...i dun see it is a prob to her anymore.. cz at least she know the TRUTH!..

okay~...here goes....(dun geli a.....)

Dear Zhen~

No matter what difficulties u are facing, just remember that there are many frens out there that aprreciate your care n love...

Friends that are still support u n give u strength when u are down..

Friends that wanted to see u happy all day long~

Friends that wont hurt u~.....( sorrrryyyyy ba Zhen~)...

hmmmm....just focus what u should focus now yea~~..

LOVE YOU SIS~~~~.muakcsss~...and all the PEEPSSS in SPS love u too~

hehehehehheehe....

JIA YOU~