Last blogging~

I love to blog..

because i don't know where to express everything in my heart.

However, what you write in the blog can lead to a misunderstanding because it only needed a pair of eye to read.

So~

This gonna be the last blog for now.

So I'll just end this blog with what i gone through the whole day.

I can't sleep the whole night last nite~ thinking a lot of things..

Woke up very early cz i have a performance in ums.

Tried my very best to fit in the flow throughout the performance, Thank God everything went ok~..

After everything ended, went to fetch my mom..

My mom keep asking "why are you so quiet?"

and stupid me answer " Cz I'm hungry, no tenaga to talk" =.=

I went to cut my hair again~..

I jut don't know how to explain, each time i'm too happy....I will go and cut my hair..

however it helps a lot in releasing a lot of my stressness and burdenss.

This blog gonna be the last..

I dun knw where to release everything.. maybe have to 看海 more often now..

But it helps a lot in reducing misunderstanding..

Well~...

everything back to the heart..i hope it has more capacity to fit in all those frustration.

This blog was first created on the 10th August 2011..and end on the 29October 2011..

I read back all this 180 post..this what i gone through from the year 2009 till now 2011.

i knw my changes..

Okay~..not gonna write much..

Have a good day..

God bless everyone~

Why?

Second year of studying

everything is getting tougher each day~...

Stress and emotions strike every single day..

However, i tried my very best to become a better person, be a better person than the previous me.

Coming to 2 years dy,

During this period of time, i have change a lot...

you are the 1 that really cause me to change.

Because of you, i want to be stronger so tat i would not fall back to the same trap again..

Because of you, i tried so hard to slim down, build back the confidence that i once lost

Because of you, I train myself so hard in not to fall a single tears when hurts strike~..

Because of you...

Because of you...

Why?

Until this very moment..i still asking why?

It has been almost 2 years..i ask myself over and over again...WHY?

Why we still keep in touch..

Why we can't just put a fullstop..

Why you want my pics for..

Why do you call once awhile..

Why do i still layan you...

Why i just can't accept other guy..

Why do you still wanna meet up

Why?? Why?? Why??

all i want to knw is WHY?

DONT YOU DARE FALL a single drop of tears!

i don't want to cry!

i promise myself not to CRY!!

WHY!!

why??...

DONT you DARE fall a single drop of tears~..

I DON't want to CRY for the rest of my life!.....

pleaseeee~...

do u want me to beg in front of u??

I want my Happy JINN back..

where there is no fake smile~

TIme..

I believe u can heal me..

But please....

i need you to be faster~...

finish my studies, then i can leave KK for practical..

there...u can slowly heal me...