Kat & Leigh's Wedding + Muaa BIRTHDAY!!

Just came back from KL~..

Had spend some times with my family and also relatives in Penang n KL~..

This time went back to Penang was to attend my cousin's wedding.

Well~..TaadDAhH~...

our newly member in

LEE's family~.

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Before the day i went down to KL, i had a food poison~..OH great~!!..

I vomited till nothing i can vomit dy~..

Thanks for my uncles and aunties that was so concern tat nite..

My dad n mom n not forgeting my sis.. also balik balik go to the washroom n ask whether am i okay?

And also someone that still care although we oni can contact thru sms tat time.

Thankss for those concerns~..

This year's birthday falls on the day i'm in KL~

so nothing much happen. Same as all tho

se years~..

Birthday is the only day where u get meaningfu

l spamss on your FB wall~..

I am happy tat some friends call me up during my b

'day~.. Jia vei & Nelsquare~!!..

n also to somebody (u know who u are)~..thanks again for remembering my b'day~

You still owe me so many presents~!!...

all collecting dust in your house~..

LOL~..=.="

well~..is okay~I'm already "man yi" n oso happy

...THANKS~

o yea~...not forgeting presentsss~....

Thankss to kwan yi, yen yee n wai ling for their presents..i used it a lot during my trip to KL..

That is wat i wanted to buy in KL, but no need dy..hehe...

Kun yee~...love your gift too~...will shift new wallet soon~..keke...thanks dear~..

N the othersss~

Vic, chee yung, Tian lung, nev, fred

, ( GUYS alwayss )

...u guys belanja me food during the upperstar dinner~..(celebrated earlier b4 going to KL)

n a sudden b'day cake.

I so pai seh tat time. I tot tat cake was to the other ppl's table, manatahu it came closer to me~!!..LOL~...i clap so loud lagi tu~...( i tot it was other ppl's cake)..

Well~...thankss guyss~..

* p/s Mr CTY~ aka my k-go~..u still owe so many p

resentss a...u dun forget..keke..

What i need now is to just put my focus on my studies n just do my best in everything i can.

As for the old JINN...BYE BYE~...never to come back again...

AND

say HELLO to the new JINN~..

As now, my fren is trying to build a band. and i'm one of the member~..hehe..HAPPY~..

i will just put my mind in it~..

compose songs!..yeah~!!

watever izzit~...

YOU~..thanks you very much for everything~..i'm happy now~!!..

STRONGER!

Writing this in d middle of waiting for our flight to Penang.

Flight delay from 5.10pm to 6.20pm...haizzzz....BIASALAA~...

With the sudden delay of flight, make me have so many free times.. Well... i've tried so hard not to think, not to expect anything from u...Where i go, there sure have our memories, no matter how small detail tat memory can be..but there always your face popping out in my mind. Sometimes, i felt so unfair, i felt so being used. But in the same time, i felt tat she is oso hurt. Tat makes me even down. Y? do u ever think before saying words that is always being so important in life. The words that u say really affects a person.

I know u too long, understand u too long.....

Memoriesss and past never can i forget in life..

All i can do is to be MORE STRONGER each day~..

not to be the JINN tat is so naive believing s easily.

God...

u know my weakness, YOU know how i feel everyday. YOU know how i learn to be STRONGER each day just to improve myself in future~.. GOD~.. YOU know my struggles, YOU know how i try my best to live better in life without his sms'sss...

GOD.. no matter what i have done in past.. YOU still love me...

GOD...give me strength o cope all those struggles n

GUIDE our trip to PENANG n KL..

bless our family having great time together....THANK U LORD..

NOW~...remind myself again...

BE MORE STRONGER each day~!!

海

海

you always lighten me up.

No matter how stress up or unhappy a person can be, "you" owez did a great job in lighten up their mood.

Today, u did me a great job!.....THUMBS UP for U..

you gave me inspiration what are the lyrics that i can use in my song.

here goes:

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

secret......not good in chinese wordings...sooo...stay tune la...

Today...

I"M HAPPY!!

3rd DAY of short hair

Today is my 3rd day enjoying my new hair. (ooopsss...)

For me how i get loose with all those sadness n emonesss in the past, CUT YOUR HAIR!!..

Change a new look, change everything that u can to improve in future~.. i'm learning so hard to change myself to become more "JIAN QIANG".

No more sad post in FB, no more emo post in FB!

aLL GONE!!...

b'cz of u, i learn to wake up!

b'cz of u, i learn to balance myself for not falling down again.

b'cz of u, i have learn to be STRONG!..."JIAN QIANG"

so....u help a lot...

and one more thing~!!

B'cz of u, I CUT SHORTTT my hairrrrrr...hehe...

wanted to cut it since last time, but no guts!...

I have full of GUTS liao~...uisheh!!

so...go happy with your life!..appreciate the people around u...

Love n cherise~..

for certain reason, maybe friend oso we can't be..but i will owez remember u in life..

all the best in future. CIAO~..

NEW JINN!

Last year when i know the truth, i start to emoooo quite often, especially the first week.

BUT...a year after, which is 2 days back...

I learn another way to LOVE a person, during this 1 year, i know that he still never really change, especially with me. Well, due to some matter, I learn to love him another way.

Not to increase his burden, not to increase his "fan nao", i choose to carry all those alone. But i know how 2 handle with those burdens now.

Thats the reason y today i made a really HARSH ch

oice~....i CUT MY HAIR SHORTT!!

after cutting all those hairsssss, the sadnessss, the burdenssss, stresssnessss all fall of one by one~..they just slip of my head, i feel that i'm loosseee with all thoseee emonessss..

However, is never easy to just forget those mo

ments together.

Just remember the happy moments together, then you will be just fine. That is how i releassee all those burdensss..

Love doesn't mean that u must be with that person, NO!..

LOVE a person is not adding burdens t

o him, not addi

ng hurts n "fan nao" on him..NO!

THe most important, he happy....then wat u do is worthful~..then i'm happy as well.....

However, from now on, I will serious focus on my studiess, my JAZZ..n IMPROVISATION!..

n nowwww~....pics NEW J

INN

xie xie ni dai gei wo kuai le he bei shang......

wo hui hao hao guo wo de sheng huo~ ni ye bu yong wei wo er fan nao le....

jia you ba~..

那个女孩~

有一天，有个女孩坐在沙滩上看着海。看着看着，突然想起四天前所发生过的事。她感觉她这一生来担子最大的时候。

那天，女孩因为考试压力，摆着一个很累的脸给他看。他也明白，带女孩去沙滩走走放轻松。女孩在车睡了一下，没想到一醒来，车就弯进海滩去。女孩好奇的问：“为什么转进这里？”那男的却答：“带你放轻松啦！不好啊，回家咯~”

结果他们就在沙滩上走走，那男的有好几下想抱那女孩但女孩怕自己太重拒绝了。但那男的却说：“让我抱抱看，你有没有重了？” 哈哈。。结果那女的还是没给他抱。

走完了，就去玩很大很大的象棋。那男的不会玩，女孩也教他怎么玩结果他也放弃了。

他们逗留在那边大约有1个小时就回家了。回到家女的就爬上床睡了，还叫男的叫她起床继续读书。

过了不久，女的也醒了继续读书。那男的陪了几下就睡了，真是睡猪一个。

女孩读下书觉得闷，突然看见了他的电话。就拿起他的电话看看里面的东西

那女的看到有很多他和她女朋友的合照。心里是哀痛的却当着设么都没看到。过后他就到信息箱去。既然被他看到他写了：

“老婆，我从去年都不爱她了，我放弃她了，我现在爱的是你，我都把心给了你，不要离开我好吗”

当时这女孩的脑里一切是空白的，眼泪就像刚开喉咙水那样一次流个不停。她跑出房外哭了。但那个男的什么都没发觉到。

那个女孩突然就回到房间，看着床上睡着的男孩自己却哭得不停。她收拾桌上的书，拿起包包走写了一封信，走向他额头吻了一下就走出房间。

头脑什么都想不到，只记得那些读过的信息。那女孩一边走着一边哭着，突然一群野狗对着她吠。那女孩很怕狗，被狗追过也被咬过。当时的她很想倒回头回到那男孩的家但还是坚持不要。那女孩感觉好像走头无路了，因为走到哪里就一定有很多只狗。过了没多久，那女孩想起了一位朋友叫家玮。她misscall了他，但他没接。那时的她简直是失去方向，很怕，又心痛，脑力却想起那些心痛的信息。真是活该！！。。

过了不久，那女孩的朋友复她电话了。她朋友吓倒却在电话里骂了那女孩。真是活该，电话也快没钱了。跨电话前，他叫朋友来载，还叫那女孩不要乱走。（当时那电话里的朋友不在当地）

那女孩的电话也没钱了。当时的她很绝望，很心痛。想着刚刚那女孩和那个男孩都还很开心的在沙滩散步走走。

还记得从去年跟她说过的每一句话。

虽然知道不能像以前那样的相处却傻傻的爱着那男孩。

那女孩好几次想要放弃，好想要放开，就好好的让他们在一起，但那个男的不放开那女的，说了好多好多让女孩再次重新的力量等待和陪伴他。就知道是痛，但那女孩还是承受着那些痛。因为只要有爱，他们又多亲密的和照或有多甜蜜的信息她都可以承受。

但是那女孩始终不明白为什么他要这样写。那女孩明明知道那男孩不是坏人却找不到设么原因他要这样写。

当时的女孩坐在那男孩的家外面，因为那里是最没狗的地方。女孩已经离开了那男孩的房间有一段时间了，但那男孩什么都没察觉到。

女孩的视线没有一次离开过他房间，希望等他醒了以后会直接跑出来找她。但希望越大，失望越高。那男孩 还在睡觉。

结果车来了，女孩也上了车，但视线还是在那男孩的房间。还是没发觉到她真的走了出来。

女孩心痛的离开了那里。

这是第二次，那女孩什么都没说就走掉了。

过了不久，那男的终于醒了。发现女孩不见了，打了好几百通电话给那女孩。那女孩心痛的不敢接电话，很怕在听到那男孩的声音。结果就传发了一封信息说不用担心，她很安全。

但那个男的不停的打电话，女的也不停的哭。

那男孩孩还去她家等她回家。

这时，那女孩很矛盾。他心里到底是爱谁？

不懂！头也很乱。。。。他也传发了好几封信息来。

那女的在心里想，她到底是被玩吗？

Anyone knows the ending?? fit it some endings u guys think is a good ending?