Last year when i know the truth, i start to emoooo quite often, especially the first week.
BUT...a year after, which is 2 days back...
I learn another way to LOVE a person, during this 1 year, i know that he still never really change, especially with me. Well, due to some matter, I learn to love him another way.
Not to increase his burden, not to increase his "fan nao", i choose to carry all those alone. But i know how 2 handle with those burdens now.
Thats the reason y today i made a really HARSH ch
oice~....i CUT MY HAIR SHORTT!!
after cutting all those hairsssss, the sadnessss, the burdenssss, stresssnessss all fall of one by one~..they just slip of my head, i feel that i'm loosseee with all thoseee emonessss..
However, is never easy to just forget those mo
ments together.
Just remember the happy moments together, then you will be just fine. That is how i releassee all those burdensss..
Love doesn't mean that u must be with that person, NO!..
LOVE a person is not adding burdens t
o him, not addi
ng hurts n "fan nao" on him..NO!
THe most important, he happy....then wat u do is worthful~..then i'm happy as well.....
However, from now on, I will serious focus on my studiess, my JAZZ..n IMPROVISATION!..
n nowwww~....pics NEW J
INN
xie xie ni dai gei wo kuai le he bei shang......
wo hui hao hao guo wo de sheng huo~ ni ye bu yong wei wo er fan nao le....
jia you ba~..
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