Nervousss....

TRINITY Exam grade 8 is getting nearer each day...n its likee (counting dayss....1..2..) OMG!! 3 more daysss....WOW!!...time really flies lor...Oh no~~...heart beat getting faster n faster now, OH NO!!! NERVOUS dy.....huhuhuhuhhuhu.....

Actually i was ask to take this external exam next year May because my teacher said i was not prepared to take this year November..because the beginning of this year i used most of my time preparing for my final exam in ums, got ochestra presentation in Sandakan and Labuan...There is final exam's pieces to practise..so really neglected my grade 8 exam....So, teacher really suggested tat i shud posponed it to next year, but if i really pospone it to next year i might have to waste another thousands for fees...so...really crack my mind to think, i wanted 2 take it next year cz at least i have more time to prepare myself but for my parents, they wan it to finish this year, no more waiting dy...cz they know me more, they know tat i wont really concentrate on practising till the last minute n than oni start burning "LATE OILS" u know wat i mean? it will be the same thing..all wasted.....

So...my parent n teacher gave me challenge to take this external exam this year which is Nov, 3 more days....i really do practise lotzz compare to last time..hahahaha...

One thing i'm struggling now is the TOUCH..I biasa using the electronic piano which is more lighter than the upright piano, but this Trinity exam is required to use the GRAND PIANO to take this exam...

Well...i really have to leave it all to God...i mean to take away the nervous in me and the fear too...am really DAMN NERVOUS NOW....belum go in to the exam room i oredy getting so nervous and scared..apa lagi sitting infront of the EXAMINER????!!!...AARRGGHHH....so scared la....this exam is going to affect my future as well....huhuhu

Grandfather's 88 birthday..

Today is my grandfather's 88 birthday!.....hahahhahaha...PRAISE THE LORD...still very STRONG!!..we have our dinner in Hilltop.....canot consider all relatives was there cz elaine is now in MIRI, san san n man man the twins is in KL, Kelvin Tong in PERTH, kit kit n wei wei in TAWAU( our relatives in Tawau)..haha...so cannot consider all relatives...hahahaha....well, nothing much to say..just wish gong gong Happy Birthday lor~~!!!....yeah~~....

Thank you Lord for giving my gong gong a STRONG and HEALTHY body, Lord continue to dwell in him and continue to pour your love to him n your strength too LORD..thank u LORD

"KING" among the fruitsssssss....

some people loves durians like heaven..

some people hate it as if it's as poison as the black mamba~~( a deadly snake)..

Well, my family is really a durian eater~~..wahahahahaha..maybe my dad is from PENANG so there is where we got our gene from..hahaha....

We went to segama and have out feast on durianss...hahaha...din took any pics cz i din bring the camera along..hahaha...we ate quite lil for our dinner cz we still have LOTZ of durians to fill in wif..hahahha...

There is a european next to our table wif his friends...well, this 'ang mo' dun like the smell of it, ahahaha...ask all kinds of question, such as" do u guys eat the white part as well?"( for your imformation tat is the shell la..haha)....haha..i can't remember the other tat he ask but is really funny....he closes his nose till his friends finish at least 3 durians..i guess...hahahha...well this uncle let me thought of my cousin is oso an "ang mo"..well both of them seems to love it so muchh..haha cz they have the mother gene...hahahha....PENANG LANG lerr.....sap sap shui laa..hahahahhaha.....

well this are the pics i took in penang..haha...can't wait to go back penang n eat..hahaha..

Jack's farewell n HOLMPICS closing..

not gonna wirte first, guys...enjoy the picture first..hahaha...will see the words later..hahahahha..

TROPHY FOR THE CHAMPION

JACKSTUFF FAIRLADY

BARNNY AND FRIENDS
MIGHTY BLUE

pheww~~...finnaly.....never tot putting picture is even tiring..hahaha...today is really a wonderful day...hahahaha..really have fun though i din play in the game as u can see, i'm busy taking picture n at the same time helping up Roy so call assistance laa..wakakakaka..Well, jack is leaving our youth dy...gonna miss u lottzz..hahaha

every1 gave their comment to u just now, but i havent...so now, my turn liao..haha for me before i met u i tot u were very strict haha...n i oni knw u love to take video shooting n stuff but once u came over to KK, wow~~..i never know u KNOW how to sing~~...so professional man~~...dun kembang a~~..wahahahha...though i never share problems to u but u sure encourage me lotzz..in every way, thx jack..haha...n thx for the help in RC...hahahaha..i IMPROVE lotzzz!!..hahaha..gonna beat u down in cafe world...hahahahha....watch it!..hahahaha..

负心汉

There is guy, i'll represent his name wif MR F.A......well this MR.FA have at least 4 years of relationship wif his previous girlfriend..but dun knw wat reason the four years relationship ended in a sudden...Well, this is not my point..lets go on..

MR F.A met MS F.Y and they know each other a year ago i guess..so after MR F.A broke up wif his x, i dun know when did he got MS F.Y to be his girlfriend...to cut the story short again....
this MR F.A ask MS F.Y to wait for him till this december n he will give her his answer...but MS F.Y dun wan to wait so long, but this MR F.A told her " I love u more than u love me"..so this wat make MS F.Y waited for him for months n suddenly one day this MR F.A send a message to MS F.Y and say " sorry MS F.Y, but my heart is still wif ............." WAH!!!!!!!....it was so HURT!...

how can MR F.A say 'I love u more than u love me" when his heart is still wif his X???????? tat does'nt make any SENSE??......
Well, MS F.Y is no longer have trust in GUYS..and she is really ANTI MR F.A........

p/s: MR F.A, do u know that what u done had hurt a girl's heart quite deeply? if u oredy canot put down your love towards your x, than u shoud'nt say another sweet talk to another victim? i really dissapointed wif u cz i really never expect u were like this..haizzz....

i oredy had permission to post this from my fren...hahha...

Found a new thing..

Well i found out this new thing when i saw my friend upload her new pic, well the way she put the picture in a way is quite nice n i just thought of asking her how did she do it n than she say she download a software..hahhahaha...oooooOOo...so i ask her where to download, than she say http://www.download/ .com.....ha?? really can download ma? got virus a not d o??? hmmm? so i think think think think....haiya, my lap got very good antivirus detect so i just give it a try la, so i download the software n see..but thank God, thru out the whole downloading, everything still maintain as before, nothing wrong wif my Lappy( my laptop's name)...ok, so i proceed wif the next step n than the next step again..haha...so i install the programme..i was so happy that i straigh go n try out, but i was too new to this new software, a lot of new stuff tat still not familiar wif, so i make a point to ask my friend, but " learn yourself la~, very easy d!"....sob sob...ok lor....heng!!!...no need yr help liao...i work out myself..blekk :P~!!

this is my first try..hehe..how izzit?? hehe...

there more to come...hehehehe....

just like the sticker machine, next time no need waste money liao..haha

So...this are the pics tat i try out wif the Photoscape, i know i got this software slower than other ppl outside thr..but is not too slow to got it now..haha..i still have to master it more..haha

p/s: how was the pic tat i edit? well, give some comment so i can improve more..hehe..

Misses my friend Jack

I'm gonna miss a friend, tat is JACK! he is leaving ASC n continue his journey, he is suppose to leave at the end of this month but suddenly he had to leave ASC earlier as in TOMORROW!!..so fast lor...oooowwww~~~~...gonna miss him lor..gonna miss his voice, cz he really can sing well, gonna miss his talent in multimedia, cz he really can do great videoa n stuff n he oso can pose like a STAR!!..wahahahaha...oowwwww~~~~~.....really miss him la..haizzz......

Well. he is leaving ASC tomorrow dy...was chatting wif him just now, he still come to church but is morning 7.30am service ooo..aiyoo~~....JACK!!!!....

Jack is really a nice guy, Lord gave him many talents and he really uses all the talents God gave him..he knows how to sing, dance, good in multimedia stuff, knows how 2 play the guitar well...all of his talents he uses it for the glory of God..although now he stop working full time in church but i believe that in his heart he working for God FULL TIME...he still work for God but in a different way...maybe a lot of people dun really understand why he choose this decission even me myself dun know why but 1 thing i know that he still work for the Lord..n tat is for sure.. GO JACK!!!!!!....

"Jack, no matter what happened in yr path of life, i believe that u still can go through it cz u have GOD to guide u, and your youth will still support u... miss u jack"..

p/s..o ya...jack, i took yr pic...hehehehe...dun angry ya

Love is FRAGILE

Today in youth cell meeting i saw my fren n i say" Hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" as usual very enthusiasticly...hahahaha..well, tat is me..n surprisingly he just responed me wif a smile which is not really his usual smile..haha..he is a person tat is very active, funny, talk very loud..haha..asalkan dia tidak pandai diam punya orang la..haha..but 2day he just so different. Normally he will come over me and purposely say hi n than go pijak my kaki..tats y i say he act weird today..

After the youth meeting, i sms him n write "Hey....u ok?" well, it take him awhile to reply and ya..he wrote" we broke up" i was like WHAT!!..so fast? We were just saying bout it few days back n now is over..Well, this fren of mine have his relationship oredy for 4 months, well is not as long as other couples but thru many talking wif him, i felt tat he really serious wif this relationship..so, afther tat i reply him n say" owww~~ sorry, no matter wat u must stand firm o"..n he just reply "hmmmm" i was like WHAT IS THERE TO B HMMMM???..geram o..

An hour later, my fren col n tell me wats the reason, well..the problem is not wif the guy but the girl, she end the relationshio is because she like the other guy more..i was thinking in my mind, she is just so young oni 16 this year, she just dun seem to understand LOVE, even me i dun understand..so i just tell him tat u must stand firm, u can do it....but due to credit we end our conversation, mayb might continue some other day when we meet(next Mon)..hahahahah..

well, all i can do is just pray for him n her to know wat they really want n just focus on God, i need to focus on God to, but sometimes i still struggle...

well, to my dear friend out there, no matter wat happened in your relationship dun care is your boyfriend/girlfriend ka, family ka, friends ka....all u need is turn to God n ask him wat is the best solution to solve..the lean on your own understanding..

nitezz....love u guys..